penis & pink bits

FAREWELL!!!

2005-12-25T15:24:00.000-08:00

FAREWELL EVERYONE!!!!

this is julie saying goodbye, these blogs have been dying slowly for a long time. i dont know how many of you will continue to blog, but i know i wont, i moved just over a week ago to glen iris. i am currently at home for christmas, but after i go back tonight i dont know when ill be back, i cant afford to be paying for internet in a cafe so the only opertunity to use the internet will be at home or at dans house, and at dans house i will probably only check my email and check my myspace. i dont know wheather pauline will continue to blog on here but i wont. so this is goodbye to anyone who ever read this blog, thanks for listening it meant alot.
if you need to contact me my email is ur_all_sheep_bahh[at]hotmail[dot]com and my myspace is www.myspace.com/pinkbits .
i love you all and ill see you on the drinken feild i hope
much love and lemons julie
queen of bullshit #1 is signing out.....

schoolies and muck up day

2005-11-26T00:42:00.000-08:00

well! schoolies is over school is over, all that is left in the presentation night, which is pretty uneventful. schoolies was fabulous! i met some great people it feels like ive known them for years and i also got to spend some time with mates i havent seen in a while along with my mates of course. many good memories have been taken away from schoolies, along with a few bad ones which mostly involve arguments, which seam to be cured 10 fold. highlight of the week was the last night which i spent with dan, and also the night before when my happieness was unbeleiveable! i was so happy it was creepy, even dan had never seen me so happy, and im the happiest when im around him. it was fabulous!!!!! another good point, first night it rained so we got trashed in beci and dans spa! OMG! so fun! lol best way to start schoolies i recon! anyway im not gonna say much more about schoolies at the mo except that fiona had a boy, not an official boy, but she has one goddamn it, and its SO CUTE! me and jason felt like proud parents! anyway we got home on thursday leaviung ourselves about an hour and a half to get ready for valedictory, of course after i went and saw becky, went to iga and such things i only had 30 minutes left! then the year 12 party was at the dennetts and the turn out was pretty good i must admit, pity i hated 90% of the people there so me and fiona and bertha sat in the boot missing out schoolies family lots and lots, this then resulted in sleeping in the car for 2 hours then getting up and going to school at 6.30am for a pretty dodgy muck up day, the assembely was good though. and smoking and drinking infront of the teachers was also a highlight, oh and stealing like 7 smokes from kobi's bag ~evil laugh~ then i went home showered and me and fiona road tripped to melbourne so i could go to a job interview which i was late for and missed out on, then to weribee to see dan and dwayne, our men cause we missed them too much, yeah we suck i know, it had only been a day since we saw them but it felt like 3 or 4 days, fiona felt the same, anyway then we stayed the night and came home thismoring i got home at 2 and slept till 6.30 woke up for dinner and now im going back to bed shortly, im kinda trying to fill in time so my baby comes online and i can talk to him before i go to sleep but so far its been unsuccessful ~sad face~ anyway im gonna go ill see u all on the drinken feild i guess
much love and lemons joolie
.....who loves daniel forever!

so close together

2005-11-09T02:14:00.000-08:00

well i have ad like 2 more coffee's sice th last post and i am felling mighty fine. well i am here because its late in the afternoon and i fell i have to get something off my chest before i go crazy and they send me to the nt house. i have been looking at bllogs hold on BIG yay and small thats how i feel. i wish ihad msn but that wont help because the 2 poeple i want to talk to are s-l-e-e-p-ing sssshhh so dont wake them up. oh if only you could see me now. i had a feeling b4 when i was outside thinking of the universe and alex, wow put those to together and you have one big wonderous problem that can never be sold. but i thoughi heard bones being crunched. and then i started to think about hannable and what it would be like it eat someone, the i got scared and came back inside i might venture out there laster, oh my julie you are fantastic, anyway i was reading other peoples blogs that put my in am already badder mood. I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE. i dont want anyone commenting on this. i am computer-illiterate and cant do it myself, so please dont comment, comment on the other one if needs ar met.

aarrhh so anyway what was a saying? uuummm, ALEX damm you, keep me up all night. this is what happened the night before my psyc exam, well meow. he he. thsi girll who is typing is a nut job and needs to be locked up. PERNIMANTLY. so yeah anyway i worrie about myself. so i think that from looking to far into my lazy brain i have realised many things, julie you ar fantastic. so is jason, fiona, fi and red bear and i will never forget you i think there should be a day dedicated to you guys just because you put up with soo much shit from all sides of the fence.
FRANCE he he flag. but yeah you guys deserve a meddle. my family is important to me. and anotehr thing i am not relationship material, i'm too clingy, and i dont think i will ever marrie i'm just too hard to please. and this has to be said. sorry cournry i really woul like to like you, i mean i like you but i cant. why the hell am i even saing this because you probably arnyt going to read this anyway. red bear!!! rrraaww. cat i'm a kitty cat, cows with guns. alex we have had wonderful times together.

another coffee. aarhh no one to tell me wen to STOP unlike a bastard that think he knows all fuck that. FUCK THAT.
steve has been msgin me and he called me tonight. saying how much he missed me. and even said i was gourgous. FUCK THAT.

whats funny is that this was twice as long and i cut bits out oof it, the bits people will find hard to digest like salarmy.

see you all hopefully tomorrow

love you all even the little ones
penis p-e-n-i-s
xxoo goodnight neverland ~ blows a rasberrie~

oh dearest brother of mine let me tell you....

2005-11-08T00:46:00.000-08:00

well thats how i started to talk to my brother about living in a hole. i was not talking about fulham but explaning to my little bro, that well i was going do dig myself a hole and live in it forever, he missed the point and told me i would get sick of eating worms. silly little boy.
there was no point to that story! well life sucks once again. comming to the realisation that i will probably never see any of you ever again. and yeah. well what else can i say i dont want to write anything about alex, he still has exams and i want him to concerntrate and well all of you do too, sept for yvonne, jason and fiona i think thats it.

i stood on a rake today i found it intersetiong and funny, i was thinking of julie when it happened. fiona (lil sis) gave me some valuable advice to day " kill them all, let them all suffer." oh shit! did i just say that. that was the voices in my head. i really think that at our like 10 year reunion, i will be the most talked about, "hey i knew pauline. i cant belive she became a terrerist and killed all those people" or "i knew that pauline chick, i always knew that she was insane but killing all those poor people and pleading insainity. we all knew from day one that there was something weird about that girl." or the other option is that i will no be talked about but only become a statistic, you all know the ones they tell you, look around you, one of your class mates or you will be dead by the age of 20. so i'll just be a faint memory. either way its all the same. well deep hey?

well nothing interesting has been happening.
and i have just re-read what i typed and i think i need to lay off the coffee.

and the funny thing is now i can remember what fi said to me.
dont love ya
penis xxoo

school is OVER!

2005-10-31T03:33:00.000-08:00

well it seams 98% of our blogging family have given up on blogging, im going to blog anyway, even though no one will read it and soon everyones going to run away from this one horse town and leave there internet behind them and then blogging will REALLY die ~sad face~ oh well, were moving on to bigger and better things! were going to get a life...according to pauline and her veiws on blogging. anyway ive been for 2 driving lessons which was fun and scary, and hopefully one more and i can go for my P's which will be fun, and i have no faith in jason to get them before me, because he's been saying hes gonna get it for the past 6+ months and hasnt done it yet, HAHA! sucker jas! and i swear to god if u do to me what u did to fiona NO FLAKE FOR U! so yeah

WE FINISHED SCHOOL OOOOHHH YEAHHHH!!!!

and now were doing exams ~is let down~
but ive done 2 theres 4 more to go, which is fun...ish...english was pretty dodge! and maths was ok. untill i was like shut down by dan telling me his answers...which were different to mine woops :S so short answer maths is on wed, thurs is psych, friday i have no exams but another driving lesson, tuesday is graphics and thursday, last byt most certainly not least is ART! then im going to get highly HIGHLY drunk...if i can afford it with schoolies and stuff coming up. and since alex is sick iguess he wont be wanting to get that drunk, and theres no point in shaving his head any more, if i have my P's idprobably prefer to go to melbourne but i dont think i will so yeah, iono becky said a while ago she'd come, and i pressume jason and rhys will be up for the celebrations, and fiona will be finished! so yeah i guess i better go study and call dan then get some sleep and ill see u all on the drinken feild
love yas
julie

happy birthday to me too

2005-10-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

it was my birthday yesterday, luckily me and dan after alot of dissagreeing, crying, stressing and feelings of disbelief, managed to sort things out just after 12, even though we were trying to get it done before 12 so that i could be happy on my birthday, never the less dan was the first person to say happy birthday to me which was enough to make me happy for the whole day, but it was a pretty good day, we went to the pub at 10am, that was so much fun! it was better than getting wasted, cause i didnt particularly want to do that, then we went out for dinner me, mum, belinda, renee, pauline and becky (just us girls) and had a couple drinks and some dinner, then we all met at the black pub, played pool had a couple beers, then moved onto the star, had my first, and only go on the pokies, and won $5 so i bought myself an extra drink, then we moved onto the jacks and thats where the fun really started! i had heaps of fun there and we got lots of free drinks, then we all headed(very drunkardly) to pheonix, i dont remember much from there but i dont think we were there for long, it was kinda dead anyway, THEN we went to ringers....oh man! i had so many cowboyshots bought for me it was crazy, then of course, it being kareoky night, we had to belt out a few tunes, i know i sung at least 3 those being
-summer of 69
-oh what a night
-i touch myself(with jason and bec)
other than that im not sure, then i made my way to the bathroom where i stayed for quite sometime on the cold floor with my head in the bowl ~dissapointed face~ but its ok cause it was my 18th so i was aloud to get so drunk i puked! anyway i enjoyed the night, today was very very difficult and im so hung over i havent been able to smoke all day(u can tell im really hung over when i dont smoke) ive been drinken juice and cautiously eating things hoping they wont come back up which is why i had salad for dinner lol. but luckily mum and dad are away so i have the house to myself so i can be as hung over as i like. im currently waiting for dan to come online so i can speak to him quickly then go pass out on the couch for the night, although i should probably sleep in my bed since i havent slept in it for a while cause i never made it into my bed last night....i just stayed on the floor, im not sure how i managed that but i found it amusing.

anyhoo thats my exciting adventures of turning 18. were going out again tomorrow night, but im pretty sure i wont drink too much, and especialy no cowboy shots!

see u all on the drinking feild....which is now pubs clubs and bars!!!! whooo!!! lol

love u all
j

happy birthday to me!!!!!

2005-10-17T16:18:00.000-07:00

well its pauline and i was 18 yesterday.

the party went alright for some. it was awsome. i was drunk and me and julie made speaches. and i cant really remember alot of it. but i have to say i have had the shittest brithday EVER. but to those people who made it good thank you. thank you julie for always being there for me, jason, dan, beth, daria, shorty, red bear, fiona, fiona and those others well you know who you are.

so yesterday i didnt go to school and got drunk at the park.
that was bad. and i didnt stop. so now i have a hang-over.

i have to say that when you want something for your birthday attention, positive from your boyfrend and that doesnt happen. you get really pissed off.
so alex thank you for the shit in the past few days.
and my dad thank you too thats awsome the way you make me feel like shit i cant really go into detail but thanks.
its funny how the 2 most important males in my life make it a living HELL.
but anyway what can you do.
GET OVER IT AND MAKE THEIR LIVES A LIVING HELL TOO
but i'm not going to because i am a better person and wouldnt even dream of making their birthdays SHIT.

so now that i have had my bitch.

i will end on a good note.
me and julie my awsome friend are going to have tea tonight for our middle birthdays.
julie you always know what to say and what to do when i am not ok. i love you. thank you so much

i have to do my mono tomorrow and i am still sick.
i have to be doing a sac and i dont have the material to do it.
uuuumm.
i think thats it.
hey alex even though you have been a factor of making my weekend shit,
i still love you and always will. and just hope you have a better one than what i have.

well i think thats it i have to go love the penis.

OH....MY....GOD....REEL BIG FISH FREEKEN ROCKED!

2005-10-06T00:49:00.000-07:00

well...as the title suggests I WENT TO SEE REEL BIG FISH LAST NIGHT! it was like the greatest night ever! i passed out in like the 3rd song but managed to stay in the FRONT ROW for the entire show despite the being crushed and landed on by crowd surfers and almost passing out again. now...the things i scored....
- guitar pic...signed by the drummer...work that out if u can:P
- aarons water bottle
-aarons set list! the security guard said i deserved it, because of the passing out thing
-arron kissed me on the cheek AND stared at my boobs :P
-a whole film full of photos of reel big fish less than a metre away!!!!
-a nice pair of nicley bruised arms which hurt like a bitch! and i cant lean on anything
-a green RBF tshirt signed on the boob by aaron, 3 badges and a sticker, i bought all these.
- sore feet, neck, ribs, chest, hair was ripped out and i was covered in sweat that wasnt mine lol, i could tell by the smell...i wasnt dans either lol. but it soaked through 4 layers and i was sooooo wet! it was awsome!

now im going to have a cry because scott klopfenstien(i cant spell it) wasnt their, hes back up singer and trumpter and hes my favourite! and hes dans favourite too.
cry
cry
cry
cry
cry
cry
cry
cry
ok, now thats over, fishies were absolutly fabulous live, let me go into this is more detail, theyre funny and so it was a funny show, they sound absolutly perfect live, so its not like theyre a dodgy studio generated band, now ~looks proudly~ because JULIE has the set list she can tell u exactly what songs were played in the exact order....
-good thing/your guts
-trendy
-the bad guy
-i want your girlfriend
-we hate it
-kids dont like it(love that song!!!)/in the pit
-drinkin
-down in flames
-turn the radio off
-boss dee-jay
-the fire
-the set up
-where have u been
-everything sucks
-dont start a band/S.R(this was awsome! this is one of julies most favouritest songs)
-beer (BRILLIANT)
-take on me
ENCORE.....
-she has a girlfriend now(hehe suck yvonne!!), sung by someone in the crowd, very well might i add
-sell out!

FUN FUN TIMES! and the good thing was it was just me and dan, like we didnt know anyone around us, so it was great. we had lots of fun!
and goldfinger were good, the drummer put a twinkie in his ass and someone from the crowd ate it from there, it was funny, i ahve photos. and they played 99 red baloons and it was cool.
anyway enough of my ramblings.

RBF FUCKING RULE! and as much as i didnt think it was possible i love them so much more now!

love u guys
pinkbits *******

hard times

2005-09-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

today has been hard, it hast hit me yet, i thought the alcohol would make it hit me, but no,
im so........numb......i guess thats the best way to put it, i dont know, i cant work it out, my brain wont accept it....its stressing me out, i dont understand, i want to go to bed but i just dont think theres much point. i tried to look for a poem to put on here for him, but i just didnt feel right taking someone elses pain and putting it on here to portray ours(i would have said who had written it so that it wasnt like i was pretending i had written it, but it just couldnt find one) its 1am, today we went to get coffee and food and managed to talk about happier stuff to take our minds off it, but i still just couldnt stop thinking about it, I....I........I...I dont know.....i just......, BLAH! maybe it will be easier to handle in the morning.

R.I.P lil sexy, missin you already u little gangsta.
our thoughts are with the family, friends and everyone else involved, especially ricky.
ill just leave it at that...
julie, i love you all

BORING

2005-09-26T18:50:00.000-07:00

ok its holiday and i have been kinda looking for a job. i HAVE TO go back to school as i have to pass to get where i want. i havent done anything but put myself though so much stress. fiona and benny have gone over to the beach and i am stuck at home where dad has chucked a wobbly and shuts himself in the front room, is not eating and is not talking to anyone. FUN FUN FUN. i havent been anywhere really just alex's and jasons. thats it my life is BORING. i wish i was social. but i'm not. i think i like talking to myself anyway. its fun. i am slowly going crazy. its awsome soon i will be in a mental home, or start prdicting the future, either one. i have a wedding to go to, hopefully my stupid bitch ass copusin ass-lee (ash-lee) will not bring her homo boyfriend. aaaahhh well.

life as a tiger.
day 116677 i am dead.
dear diary
i died today, i saw the light and went for it.
i was hungry so i died of stavation.

thats it.
talk to you later
by the way kitty heaven is fantastic.

love you all the peis by your side xxoo

finally finished term 3

2005-09-19T02:40:00.000-07:00

heya everyone, julie here. well i finally find myself on holidays! after and agonising 3rd term. ending the term with an all nighter, i managed to do homework from 5pm till 1pm the next day, pretty much non stop, it was painful and stressful but the result was 2 fairly decent folio's and major pieces at a farily high quality. graphics was better than art, but if i hadnt stayed up all night art would have been SO MUCH WORSE! since i decided to do like a whole folio in a night. anyway i was impressed with my efforts to stay up that long and continue doing work as opposed to going to bed, and then not only that i went to school at 1pm, came home at 3.30 went out at 5.30 and managed to go out until 2am with no sleep! and id just like to point out that little sleeping causes u to get drunk very quickly! i passed out as soon as my head hit the pillow when we got home! at least i was drunk for cheap, although i did smoke a pack of 30's, dont remember that! lol. anyway then i woke up at 9 went home slept for 4 hours and went out again, and we were up until 5 am! it was a bloody tiring weekend! but fun! and im so glad i went out on friday night instead of going home which was the original option. it felt awsome to wake up after a night of drinking and not think "oh no i have to go home and do homework cause we have school on monday" instead of that i woke up thinking "party party PARTY!" i wish i could think that every morning after drinking! anyhoo today we had a really pointless meeting which involed looking through dave's lap top and getting shitty chips with no gravy, sauce OR MAYONAISE! not happy, plain chips are fucken shit....especially from red rose and the other fish n chip place in maffra. tomorrow theres sposed to be a baby shower but im not going, i cant be bothered. dan was my excuse not to go but now hes not coming and ive decided i dont want to go and my time is better spent at home doing something constructive like talking to my boyfriend, burning CD's, cleaning my room, sleeping or even....... wait for it ........DOING HOMEWORK ~shocked look~ i spent alot of today re reading the curious incident of the dog in the night, actually i didnt spent alot of the day i spent a small proportion of the day doing this hehe. anyway ive read between 1/3 to 1/2 of the book, and so hopefully ill finish that tomorrow so ive got one out of the way. my back is fucked, i dunno what i did but from what i can tell i did it on friday night and sleeping on jasons recliner on saturday has made it worse or something, but yeah my lower back friggen hurts which presents a problem concidering im going to see DAN this weekend......im sure u all know what im getting at.......and also with my injuries from friday night are numerous huge owwie bruised behind my right knee. im highly impressed with them cause im not 100% on how i got them. but i think it was because of the bench i was sitting on, i also got a cold, or at least a sore throat. i have to go to tessas party on satuday and we have to dress up as something starting with T so far i havent really had any interesting but serious suggestions....or any which im willing to dress up as. anyhoo i have to go work out stuff with burning CD'S from dads computer so im going
ps: i reversed into the driveway today it was hilarious...but successful, still having trouble with turning and reversing at the same time, ill get it one day hopefully....
catch yall

oohhh how sweet!!!

2005-09-14T17:21:00.000-07:00

ok so this is going to be a long post. i got this e-mail from a really good mate. Laura. i thought it was so sweet that i would post it on julies and mine blog. read on

The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck I want you
4. Kiss on the lips I love you
5. Kiss on the ears I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes kiss me
8.Playing with your hair I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go Artical
2: The Three Steps
1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.
2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.
3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.
Article 3:The Commandments
1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.
2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.
3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
Remember * A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!
Here are a few reasons why guys like girls and girls like guys:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo or body odour
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder and gilrls have their spot in the guys shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed or no time at all but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the caller ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she or he says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you... 1
9. The way they fall into your arms when they cry or the way you fall into theirs when you cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say "I miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her or him anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.

well anyway i hope you liked it.
its my last day of school and i feel good, but sad, i made julie and fiona cry and i didnt mean to do it. so now i will be out in the wide world of work. well i hope ok i better go I LOVE YOU ALL and never ever forget that. and just because i am leaving school does not man that i will stop blogging

always, the one, the only, the Penis xxoo

WHATEVER

2005-09-12T16:43:00.000-07:00

ok so its pauline. i have been happy for 6 days a world record for pauline, and it had to be ruiend by some little bitch, who i liked at the start and now i hate with a passion, and its no-one at this school. but whatever. but on other matters i now feel better, nothing has really happened sept i have now been called an attention seeking whore, i know i am but some people think its all about them, i cant name the person coz if i do i will be getting into trouble with the cops for harrassment. YAY. uuummm... so i say WHATEVER to you. but on a good note i have found that all is not lost with me hating people. i have decided to like people. so yeah. ok

catch yo later.

im a cat im a kitty cat and i meow meow meow and i meow meow meow ~falls over~

2005-09-08T03:41:00.000-07:00

well, im really quite bored, i wanna talk to dan cause it was his grandpa's funeral today and i imagine he'll be pretty upset, but he went to his grandmas for dinner, so im not sure when he'll be home. but yeah, i WAS doing my graphics folio till i realised i was trying TOO hard, i spent like 2 hours just doing 2 front covers....it looks good, but now it looks too good for the rest of the friggen folio...so if i get time im gonna re do ALLLLLLLL of it! cause since its my best subject i might as weel be a try hard cause if i dont get like 40 study score i will be highly dissapointed cause its piss easy, im good at it, and its like the least harsh marking subject out of EVERYTHING!
anyhoo this whole blogging thing isnt working right now so im gonna go talk to cookie. on the brightside its around about 5 weeks till mine and paulines 18th which its HIGHLY FRIGGEN EXCITING! and which means were almost finished school and almost getting P's and almost going to schoolies and almost going to see reel big fish and oasis! IM PUMPED! lots of good stuff on the horizon!!!! whoop whoop!
love yas all
j

ppfffttt

2005-09-05T00:49:00.000-07:00

well we went to fionas and partied and things got out of hand and i just want to forget any of it happened, it was a bad weekend and im leaving it at that. but happy birthday to fiona! i love ya darlin and i hope u enjoyed ur night!

we got drunk at school today it was fabulous and dragged me out of the shit mood i was in today, of course it wore off after not too long but oh well, it was good while it lasted. kudos to becky on the getting of the alcohol. my neck hurts and im also tired.

im so sick and tired of trying to work out how the fuck to get photos on here i wish someone would fucking tell me!

ive decided i dont want to have my birthday at a hall i dont think, and if it is at a hall i dont want it to be at the bundy hall. maybe if it was at a small hall in town or something it would be better, i just dont want to be all the way out of town. now i have to tell pauline this, if she still thinks we should have it at the hall then we might, but either way were going to have to shorten the list. anyway im goin...

stupid parents

2005-08-29T17:25:00.000-07:00

yeah so it is tuesday and i have to go see john. yay! and now my mum and dad have turned around and said that i cant have a party, not only that last night when they were both home i asked them both why, and they really didnt answer me properly. they said something about not having secuity and having to many people, and them not wanting to pay for it all or even halves. but wate it gets better. now mum and dad have said no schoolies, just because i said it wasnt fair so now i have nothing to look forward to later in the year well thats my like bad news. so i really havent had a great week. but i spose people have less than me. but that still doesnt mean that i cant be pissed about it.

pauline

ashalabah jabashalahbah-bah jabashalabah-bah whoohoo!

2005-08-25T23:04:00.000-07:00

well well well...it seams as though the fans are loosing intrest....thus julie will post! hoorah!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RENEE!!!!

i love u muchly, and hope u had a great day and ur party will be 10000000000000000000000000 times better!....thats a pretty damn good party! 5 oclock shots here we come!

anyway for those compulsive dickheads(kudos to becky) who didnt work it out renees 18th PARTAY is on saturday, its going to be great and im going to get awsomely drunk as will she!
my graphics develop mental is due on friday next week ~cries for a million hours~ so i really should be doing it now, but....eh....later! HOORAY FOR PROCRASTINATION! and my art is due in....2...maybe 3 weeks...i forget! and i should really do that too, its come to my attention that i wont have time to do 3 major pieces...but im doing one as a series so its O-KAY!
kudos to pauline on the blond bits, its looks very nice, just cause i forgot to say it today i think.
im hungry! are u hungry? we should get some food.....~wanders off~

well i didnt find any food, on the bright side my parents aren't home till 5.30....i should really go have a smoke but i just had one on the way home from school, so i wont have one yet.

IM GOING TO SEE REEL BIG FISH!!!!!

this is possibly the most exciting thing to happen to julie like...EVER! except mum ruined the whole excitment of buying the ticket by yelling at me before hand so i felt bad in buying it. and then the small amount of excitment left was crushed by the mild heartattack that my car suffered minutes after buying the ticket. but its ok, cause if it has another heartattack caused by the same thing i know how to fix it!

ITS SCHFIFTY FIVE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY! this excited me muchly! we really need to call the hall and work out other stuff or it wont happen in time and pauline and i will cry muchly! and talking about getting my ass into gear i should really book for schoolies, except theres a slight flaw in the plan...looks like the melbourners wont be going until the 22nd, but were not sure...so i really cant book yet

~sighs~....i need a job

love yas all, and dont ever want to loose ANY of you! be safe everyone,

ill see yall on the drinken feild
joolz ****

ketchup.....~shruggs~

2005-08-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

~sighs~ hmmmmm....im in a dodgy mood. i think i just need to go to sleep or call dan or something, he'll cheer me up. but i gotta do my cheet sheet before bed god damn it! oh well. beci and dans anni party is this weekend yay! and dans drinking, i was highly excited by this. its gonna be a long tiring weekend. should be fun though, as long as its fun drinking, not dodgy when everyone cries, fights and gets pissed off and depressed! ~slaps everyone on the hand~ i really dont feel like writing on here right now so im gonna go do my cheet sheet and call dan
bye everyone one, ill see u all on the drinken feild(well majority of u)
love u all
j

yeah like i know whatever ~stupid amarican voice~

2005-08-15T16:56:00.000-07:00

yeah whatever. to all you cats and dogs and mice out there and even to the ones who dont know what you are. a big hello and welcome. and dont worry you will one day find out what you are. i have been in prevous lifes a lot of things like a sloth, a dinosaw, and i think at one stage a queen of somewhere. yeah well thats me i keep wondering what we all have been, and where are we going and all that shit that you do. anyway fi came back and there are a few things that we need to get used to but we will. and i am really excited i know that i have been pissing everyone off with this but i am just so excited. on saturday the 20th of this month alex and i have been going out for one year. i never accually thought that i could spend that long with someone. but i have and i plan on keeping it going for another like 100 years or even longer if i can. yay. well i think thats all i have to say. i am happy today and ha in your fucking face anonomyous fuck you. ha proved you dead wrong ha ha ha ha ah aha. antway to whoever you are next time as you have probaby read DONT BE CHICKEN SHIT AND WRIGHT YOU FUCKING PROPER NAME. oh man its really bad i have bben like using bad words alot. but neway i have to go i might wirght later sorry if there are spelling mistakes like always, i really dont know why the hell they let me through to year 12 if i cant spell.

love you all, sept tammie right now you are kinnda in my bad books. jason you know what that means.
love you all alex i love you, you are the bestest ever
penis xxoo

its been a while

2005-08-08T17:17:00.000-07:00

yeah i know it has been a while but i have been sickly.

you think you know someone, and you think that they like you and will be there for you no matter what, and then guess what THEY ARNT. someone who you have know for ages and have been friends with for a long time. but it turns out that they really dont care about you, what you say and what you want, you need them to listen and to be there. i guess people just change and dont want to be around. yeah i put it down to people change. i know that they do, but "friends" should always be there for one another. no matter what. well thats my bitch.
on another note fiona comes back soon on like thursday. yay. well i dont think i have anything
else to say.
penis xxoo

school=sucky

2005-08-07T23:35:00.000-07:00

well i decided to convienently miss the meeting today and cancell it for everyone else HEHEH I WIN!!! BUT!....i came home so i could eat and do homework...so far ive covered the eating part of the plan....now for the homework ~thinks~

im so sick of school....OMG THE TIME IS LEMON LEMONTY LEMON.... anyway i know being sick of school is a normal comment from pretty much everyone but GOD DAMN!!!only people in year 12 are aloud to sympathise with me right now. we have 6 weeks left this term i think...well its 6 weeks until art and graphics are due...the IMPOTANT subjects ~nods~ im omgodly so screwed....this is why i think it was better i come home tonight after school...not that any work has been done woops...ill get onto it later. i have a practice eng sac which was due on friday the real sac due on thursday my art theory due this week, a psych sac all week and some of next week and a maths sac next week...plus the ususal mass amounts of practical stuff i need to be doing for art and graphcis ~sighs~ year 12's a bitch! i went to monash uni yesterday...which is my first prefrence OMG IT WAS FABULOUS! they get their OWN studios!!! i sooooo hope i get in there its so great....but i need 84.30 to get visual art/education secondary....thus i need to put my head down and get my work done...i need to give up my social life...i dont want to but i NEED to!!! year 12 is more important than partying every weekend...i lived up term 2 with a party pretty much every weekend sometimes 2....and now i need to drop the partying....but ill feel rude to those whose 18ths i miss...peta wants to have another one, theres beci and dans 3 year then renees 18th...i wont be missing renees 18th for obvious reasons but yeah...maybe i just need to do more on week nights...what ever the case may be i need to do more than i am now.

anyway i should probably go and get something done
love u all
retardo-ly hair julie
xoxox

lets go for a quicky!!!! BEHIND THE BUSH!

2005-08-04T00:02:00.000-07:00

this is only gonna be quick. posting hasnt been done in a while as pauline is sick and hasnt been at school all week. and i was in melbourne on the weekend and then we lost the internet for a while its back now...obviously..but im going to melbourne again tomorrow. melbourne was great fun! tristans party was freeken awsome! and this weekend im going to see dangels production hoorah! fiona was sniffing things today oh man it was glorious and if anybody would ever tell me how the fuck i get photos on here i could put the film of her sniffing things on here. but no! nobody will, thus u all suck and nobody will get to see the wonderful footage of fiona killing brain cells with coke, apple juice, milk, sugar and skittle covering. DAMN U ALL
anyhoo my eyes hurt im going to b=put glasses on and learn juggling tricks
byededybye
much love and donuts to u all
joolie

2005-07-27T16:13:00.000-07:00

i have spares and nothing to do i think im gonna go into sale? but neway. do you or have you ever cried, because you love someone so very much and you dont want to let them go. well i have and due to the recent crappyness of me i have been doing this often. i cried so much last night and also i cried myself to sleep, and a little this morning, and on tuesday, well everday for the past week. but it hasent always been over the same person. but mostly yes alex. i dont know what is going on with me all i know is that i am distensing myself from everyone that means something to me. i think it has something to do with next year. i dont want to but i cant help myself. so please to everyone dont let me go i know what i am doing and i am trying to fix it. but on another note i think i am happy today. but those comments on the bottom of lx's web page REALLY PISS ME OFF. okies gonna go love the penis oh and alex i love you! Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y

2005-07-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

i would like to know why do people care so much? what maks us care and who or what they are and why they make you are why you care about them or it, mabe then i can undersatand! pauline xxoo

how art thou?

2005-07-21T04:33:00.000-07:00

well i guess i should post since its been a while since i have done so. i really dont have alot to say right now cause im gonna go to bed soonlike. cause its 9.42 and dans not online and me and cookie are complaing to eachother that our other halves are being crappedy! and mudda seams to dislike the amount of time i spent NOT doing homework. my phone stole the last $8 of my $15 of credit ~crys for hours~ SO PISSED OFF! and then i threw my phone and lost it behind my bed for the night. and then when i told the story to people i injured my self and so now i hate my phone EVEN MORE!!!! i found stuff on the net which would be perfect to buy for dan and so ive decided his christmas, birthday and any other presents are now being bought off ebay! shit i hope he doesnt read this....eh i dont think he does. anyhoo i get to go to melbourne next weekend I WIN! and go see my chereb who i miss muchly. and go to tristan poos 18th and party until public transport starts up again so we can go home. then sleep all day then get up and go to healsville and go to the grandparents place for dangels grandpas birthday then go home sleep and get up and catch some early ass train i think, cause dan has musical rehersal all day ~breaths~ ACTION PACKED WEEKEND! and this weekend reneenee is coming to play on saturday night which will be bundles of fun. but we might go out. im really not sure whats going on. well look into that later. ANYHOO im hungry/tired/cold /needing to pee SO im gonna go to bed i think and ill see u all later cause i smell bad ~sniffs~ sorda like poo....but....~sniffs again~....burned poo ~nods~ its true...~sniffs self~ oh no....its me ~is embarrassed~ OK enough ~actions IM GOING! catchya ...its ok ill have a shower to get the smell off before i see u all next
TOMORROW IS FRIDAY HOORAY FOR THATand my parents are running away hooooooorrrraaayyyyy!!!!

the wonders of love

2005-07-19T15:40:00.000-07:00

I was plunging down into the depressing depths of hell fast, until I met am angel. Someone who I can spend the rest o my life with and be happy. Someone who will always be there for me through the good and the bad. Someone who will love me for who I am and not what I was. I changed and he made that happen. He makes me feel safe, loved and special. He saved me from the abrupt and selfless end to my life that I knew would have happened if I hadn’t had met him. I love him so much he can make a bad day turn around to be happy and bright. He makes my soul smile. I love you Alex and I always will. HAPPY 11 MONTHS.
Today is our 11 month anniversary and I have never been happier in the past 11 months than I have ever been in my life.
I love you Alex xxoo.

chicken and corn flavoured potato

2005-07-15T00:27:00.000-07:00

thats right! i have chicken and corn flavoured potato. not really. i have chicken and corn soup which is so thick its like runny mashed potato. it tasted awsome tho. and now its gone. tomorrow were going to see area 7 HOOORRRAAAYYY!!!! im excited. and then were par-taying at lexis. sept renee and cookie arent coming ~cries~ then jb's is on sunday but no bodys going cause its a school night. silly night to have a party~shakes head at jb~ anyhoo today is muddas bday. shes 47. OLD! anyhoo so were going out for dinner tonight i pressume. i drive ~big smile~ well some of the time anyway. i drive to school. and its scary and i hate it but i want my P's by schoolies. BTW schoolies is from the 20th of november until...probably the 25th or something. until we run out of money. should be awsome fun! im excited! my teeths hurt. IM OH SO WISE! nevertheless im going to china...not really. anyway im going to check other blogs and yeah
byededybye. ps in 3 minutes the time will be 5:55...THINK ABOUT IT!
joolz

a little bit of pauline.

2005-07-11T20:51:00.000-07:00

now children do you know what time it is? weell WHO GIVES A FUCK COZ WE ARE AT SCHOOL! year i know it has been a while but it has finnaly happened. year well..... how uninterresting. life....life...car... wate its comming.... WASHING MACHINE! YAY read alex and friend site to find out why. but wate theres more... nar ha ha ha got ya there really isnt.............
LOOK...... ha ha again coz i made ya look ha ha i am so funny. love you all i am going fo real. ha and again. ha ha ha fooled ya. i am going to go now coz u are all no fun you just keep reading. love you alex soo much and miss you baby, penis xxxooo

RENEES HOME!!!

2005-07-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

well she made it home alive and well despite my stress moment when they said there was a terrorist attack on transport...in london! BUT STILL! anyhoo she got home and i told her i couldnt be there until 5.30 so she could sleep then i surprised her at 3. and it took me 4 unremembered sleep drunken conversations involving her speaking to me in italian and thinking we were in italy, how my mum was going to pay for the taxi back to australia and such things. to get her out of bed. then she got out and dressed just in time for belinda and jo to show up at friggen 5pm.

anyway we were going to have our first 'saturday night dinner' back but with alex rhys and becky and without fiona...so it wasn really a proper saturday night dinner. cause on normal saturday night dinners it was the original 5 pauline renee fiona jason and me singing and dancing on tables usually singing hot stuff. but then alex started coming. so i guess by the end of it he was an original too. anyhoo so we attempted to have a saturday night dinner but it was rainging so we couldnt sit at our table but we did get to go to reddcatt but at that point it was only me renee alex and jason. then jason decided to be a rude bitch and go to melbourne the night that we are celebrating her return. renee might not have been pissed off at him but i was. so grrr to him. and then pauline came so for the rest of the night it was me pauline renee and alex. and we had chips and such things so that was fun. wet....but fun. anyway enough of me rambling about last night.

today is the last day of holidays thus everyone is cramming 2 weeks of homework into one day. which i should probably go and do now. id just like to say good luck to all of those doing term 3 yr 12 this is the important one this is 2 terms worth of sacs in one, 4 outcomes in one term for every subject...or is it 8? no i think its 4. anyway the point is theres going to be so much work and so much effort needed to be put in. we all need to put our heads down. this is the term that may determine the rest of our life. so good luck. try ur harders without pushing yourself too hard we dont want anyone bombing out at the end of the year. i have faith in you all and just think of how hard we will party once were done! only 1 term and 4 weeks to go!!!(i think thats right)!!!!!THEN THATS IT FOREVER!
for others who a) arent trying in vce b) dont go to school anymore c) are in a year below yr 12. please understand how important this term is and if we say we cant go somewhere because we have homework or u cant come over cause we have homework PLEASE understand and dont be pissed off.

the chances are about 2 weeks in i will be sick of trying and give up. but still. no my parents are pushing me too hard to do that. im being banned from the internet on week nights apparently. but its doubtful that theyll remember. anyway enough out of me anyone who has read all this well done. i ramble way too much
love yas all
joolz

the cravings for milk are continuing and i still dont have chocoalte mousse!

2005-07-04T05:27:00.000-07:00

well ive just spent many hours painting and grrr my back hurts. i like stuffed it up and had to fix it and so i gvae up and decided i should fix it tomorrow once i have a new veiw of it cause i havent been staring at it for hours on end! its important too so it has to be good. and right now its quite dodgy. anyway jason rang me like a thousand times today which was funny since ive been stuck in the house for like days on end teehee. tomorrow night hopefully me daria beth and pauline are spending the day together and possibly them staying here. the ORIGINAL FOUR! its been over a year since us 4 have been together by ourselves leaving. ~reminices of the fun times had~ anyhoo all should go according to plan aslong as paulines parents are ok with it. and if theyre not im going to crack it cause we havent had a girls night...letalone the originial 4...in like ages. and we really need one! since all of us have drifted.

anyway im cold and wanting milk and so im going to get milo and find some music and wait for dangel to come online
love u all
joolz

~friend kicks~

2005-07-01T00:49:00.000-07:00

WELL! im all alone! and i just cooked dinner WITHOUT A RECIPE! and cleaned the entire house cept my room ~shudders at the thought~ EVEN the back table! that was really quite grosse! but it had to be done at some point. i was impressed with my efforts so i rewarded myself with a ciggarette then got half way through and put it out due to not wanting it. but ill smoke the other half later. fuck im a stooge! not the point! so yeah parents expected home either tomorrow or the next day depending on the weather and the level of bordom. but i hope they dont come home tomorrow julie needs to do homework tomorrow i was sposed to do it today but yeah pauline was here until 8.30 which was fun, but by the time she left i was in a cleaning mood not a homework mood. so hopefully tomorrow will be more successful. we had one chucky last night, that being beci tan and ALMOST ME! keep dreamin jas! and as per usual i made a complete fool of myself! well were half way through the hols almost and yeah ive had fun but its gone so quick and the thought of how busy term 3 will be scares the living daylights out of me! but theres not alot i can do, just make most of the spare time i have left and my chances to party cause i fear mother will crack down on the amount of ashalabahing that i do. im hoping for a trip to melbourne next week but sicne dan hasnt been home all holidays his mum might be a little grr about the whole idea. but i have to be back here on wednesday cause i dont wanna miss out on painting the walls at the youth space like i did last time. and then friday the glorious renee returns to our shores for alot of drinking and fun hopefully! im rather excited! and i should probably see dan now because once shes back were gonna want to spend as much time together as possible which involves everyweekend depending on our schooling and employment aspects of the life. fuck i talk some shit. anyway i need a job cause i need $75 for oasis tix before december and i know thats ages away but it will creep up I PROMISE YOU ALL! especially those in yr 12! although i could probably pay with birthday money....~shruggs~ well see
anyway its like 12.43 at night and i should probably get some sleep. even thought im hella thirsty and the only things left to drink is the rest of the milk, coke or water. and im not drinking the milk or water but i fear the coke will keep me up due to the mass amounts ive already drunken today.
and one last point. id like to point out my hatred for pauline and alexs little "prank' thismoring. putting the evil clown at my door. not even funny guys. i really do hate u for doing that and if u ever do it again the consequences will be more painful or ill kick u out of my house something like that. i really didnt like u doing that at all!
oh and by the way i set myself on fire today playing with a lighter and seeing how high i could get the flame to go i went too far! it was funny. anyway im off i need some sleep
love u's
~friend kicks you all~

BECKY GOT A CAR!

2005-06-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

im so bored...actually im not really that bored. i love it here by myself! but i really should do more homework. i justt keep watching telly and finding random things to do like....eat....and stitch stuff onto a pair of pants. which kept me busy for a while. we ahve to get up at like 830-9 tomorrow morning for this silly thing in sale and we have to stay there till like 7.30pmcause we have the art group at 4 ~sighs~ long day! but its ok cause after that were going to get drunk here. theres people coming and i dont know how many should be funny. meh. as long as the house isnt too messy and i get more cigarettes and i getdrunk and have fun. well just have to see i guess. im hungry again and i just ate a packet of chips....like 2 minutes ago~shakes head at self~ im thinken i should go to bed due to the having to get up early factor and cause if i stay up ill either smoke or eat more or ill end up drinking the rest of the goon but i need that for tomorrow. and cause theres fuck all people online jason and becky are at beckys so they wont be on, dans camping and sez still doesnt have the internet back and alex....iono where he is. but its doubtful hell be on and those people are the most likely suspects to come online there fore im gonna bed it
so good night all
see some of u tomorrow and the rest....iono u smell!
love u all
joolz
ps: becky got a car ~nods~ its fantastic! and blue!

~burps~

2005-06-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

im tired i win! we are stooges! we crashed a jock party last night and i stole 3 jimmy cans and jas stole one. and becky was....iono....drunk? anyway yeah they were danny pratts cans. he left A FREEKEN OPEN SLAB THERE!!!! and i was next to it WHAT WERE WE SPOSED TO DO???.......NOT STEAL SOME???? i dont think so! anyhoo so we stole 4 cans then ran away and drank them. it was worth it. in other news beauden mcglachlan is a fucking tool. also known as bogan mcglachlan. and yeah i hope he dies~nods~
my parents are away hooray for me so naturally jasons here....where is becky i hear u ask....she had to go home but i do belive shell be back tomorrow.
dangel came on the weekend...well...~thinks~...friday night. he went home saturday. but hell be back next week or ill go up there so its all good. and id just like to say to dangel, jason, beckedy and the homicidal maniac(aka fiona) HIIIIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!HI!! HIIIAAAOOOOOO GOD DAMN IT HIIIIIIIIIIIIOOOOOOO UUUGGGHHHHYYYDD HIIIIIIIOOOOOOOOO good day to you HIIIIIOOOOO!!!!!!

.......and im spent!

for those of u who are lacking in the understanding department.....when those people^^^^ and me were sleeping in the lounge on friday night we had an awsome flash cartoon of this snowman saying hiiiiooooo in a really high voice ALLLLLLL FREEEEEEKEN NIIIIIGHT!!! it was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC! well i thought it was. others were annoyed by it!!! silly buggers and i think that if rhys was there he would ahve gone insane and if pauline was she would have punched the computer. so it was probably safer she wasnt. but we were amused
and in the middle of all this "hiiiooo"-ing fiona was whispering homicidal creepy things in her sleep. it was funny....then she turned into a couch~nods~

ok well i think jasons going to pass out if i dont give him alcohol or a smoke and since i dont have any alcohol ill have to give him a smoke so im off ill probably be back some time soon with more stories of my week at home by myself because i do alot of stupid things~nods~ oday byededybye

yeah thanks mum and dad

2005-06-22T22:22:00.000-07:00

ok so i had hno school today coz i coulnt get in. and now i have no idea where i am sleeping tonight. yay mum is in central aust. and dad is somewhere working. yay. so i hear julie is having a bad time with her foot. ~maybe her foot is up the duff~ yeah probably not but it could happen if you jump up and down several times and shout my monkey is kissing a fox, while writing to the presedent and upside down. yeah thats my thoughts neway. so i hope ur foot gets better darling. okie better go love you all. love you alex xxoo

~sighs~

2005-06-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

stupid foot! it made me fucken miss out on making badges and "OH THE WONDERFUL STORIES OF WHO MADE WHAT BADGE"~sarcastic tone~ grrr and so theres badgemaking tomorrow too BUT ITS IN SALE! which makes things slightly difficult but ill probably go anyway depending on my foot, but i dont want to have to take my crutches to school so its going to be very ouchie. not looking forward to it at all!!!! and my holidays are ruined thanks to dan putting his friends before his girlfriend even though when its me i put dan first which is really quite unfair on myself but i still do it to make him happy. never the less as long as hes happy with seeing me for a day then going canoeing for the rest of the week then i can be happy hes happy.

anyway i just left for like an hour and all of u are none the wiser! she cheered me up so good and i cant wait to see her in 16 days it very exciting and americans think we say cock when we say cork! we rule cause u put corks in a bottle. its funny anyhoo im off byededfybye
luv yall
joolzi
ps: main street of maffra friday 4-6 come play there will be street shinanegins and a band ans badges and silly things and there will be a batman and robin!!!!!~winks~

stupid tuesdays!

2005-06-21T17:35:00.000-07:00

well in true tuesday tradition things went wrong for me and people close too me, yup we lost, and me and yvonne ended up injured. i had fun until i got hurt and cant help think that by me getting hurt i let down the defence line which played a big part in us loosing! and i cryed it was bad, i cryed cause it hurt and they were getting goals. then after wards my ankle hurt even more and so i cryed even more and i cryed cause we lost and it was our last year and OH THE TEARS! anyway it turns out my mass amounts of pain swelling was all about noting cause nothing is broken or anything. which makes me think its probably more muscular. so im on crutches for a couple days. but i WILL be off them by friday when dan comes and we have our youth thingo. oh and i can go to beths now too. cause me and dan arent going to yarrawonga with mum and dad anymore. DONT EVEN ASK! but its dans fault. i might not go to school tomorrow and rest up my foot in the hope of being able to walk by thursday. i think im missing a math sac but eh! im not missing psych and someone can write notes in english, art and graph can be done at home. so yeah.

i gotta go bye!
joolz

i have a splinter in my thumb

2005-06-20T17:29:00.000-07:00

my puppie has a hole in her scull.....which means sooty cant be a mummy ~cries~ its bad so the vet gave her food which is sposed to make her bones grow together so she can possibly have puppies but theyre not sure it will work. which is bad cause our other dog didnt have puppies either!!!!

anyway we have SOCCER TOMORROW!!!! and we made wham pam a shirt and its green and it says wham pam, team mum AND 55!!!! AND ITS GREEN its so fantastic! and i cant wait. but we only get to play one game ~tear~ so well put all our energy into that game and try our hardest! it will be great!

I HAVE NEW CHUCK TAYLORS! theyre black and fold over and have tartan in the inside and theyre high ones. omg theyre fantastic i love them so now i have 3 pairs of chucks and a fake knee high pair(checked ones) i love shoes now! not to mention my docs! i figure that if i spent so much money on getting my feet fixed i might aswell buy AWSOME SHOES!!!

anyway sorry this is so short but i have to go do stuff i have painting to be done and i have to find my soccer shorts and soccer shirt. i shall speak to u all tomorrow
love pink bits

grrrr

2005-06-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

this is annoying me, so the rents went away on the weekend so as usual i had a few people over. did a bit of cleaning when i got up but by the time everyone left and i had to go dump the evidence in a tree my parents came home WAY earlier than they said thus i didnt get to vaccume or finish cleanign some bits of have one last look over the house for evidence.i only just had time to chuck some crap under my bed as they walked in the door. so far theyve found random bits of wire...got knows where they came from, a sock which is obviously a guys, vb in the fridge that wasnt there before a recipt for stuff from horizon. all which i could cover for EXCEPT the can of beer, so whoever put beer in my fridge left it there and didnt tell me gets punched when i see them next cause all i could say was that i didnt knwo where it came from LIKELY STORY JULIE! concidering im the only other person in the house besides my parentsd, theyre totally onto me i tells ya! so yeah im regretting the having of the party, as i usually do when my parents come home, just like i regretted having dan over that weekend! i shoud just say im having a party and ur going away deal with it! nevertheless its all been done and their aint nothing i can do. doesnt matter alot of stupid stuff happened last night and well just forget about mnost of it.
anyway i cant spend to long online tonight due to the painting factor so i better go
cya everyone

im a SECRETARY!!!

2005-06-15T21:50:00.000-07:00

ok im really really really bored! and it feels like about 6.30pm, its actually 9.36pm but cause we spend from 4-7.30 in sale it eats up most the afternoon and goes sooooo quick! anyhoo i got blasted about the state of my room by mum today infront of beckedy and penis...sorry bout that guys....and i was expecting a blasting off dad but mum must have told him i got the point or some crap anyhoo so i got home from sale and cleaned my room although about an hour of that cleaning time was devoted to sorting through cds and such things as u do.
i had carbonara for dinner and every time i burp i can taste it and it almost makes me vomit SO MUCH CREAMY STUFF! it was nice at the time though...until i ate too much. i accidentaly punched alex in the face today which i felt so bad about we were play fighting elbowing eachother and some how my fist got contact with his face. at this point i would like to point out that BECKY IS A STOOGE! but this time her stoogieness was put to awsome use! i bought paint and an A2 sketch book today too. which was fun.
anyway...as the title suggests im a secretary, thats right! SECRETARY! we decided to appoint proper positions at the kre8 meeting today but were giving them silly names, like president and vice are king and queen. and pauline got president making her THE KING! as much as i wanted to be king and jason wanted to be queen we just couldnt take the responsibility. so i took secretary which means i have to take minutes and email them to people. alex managed to score treasurer which i smartly renamed 'pirate' anyway hes in charge of books and shit and i would like to express my happiness for meels asking MELS name! cause non of us knew her name and didnt want to br rude and ask. i know most of this doesnt make any sence to alot of u bu alex, pauline jas and red bear understand. anyway enough of that.
im thinking of going to paint, but im not sure i might go give dandy a call since i havent spoken to him in a few days due to his new hard drive not having msn or some shit! blah! my parents are away this weekend hooray for me!
BECKYS WORKING AT MR PIZZA TOMORROW NIGHT! which is code for everyone ring up and talk really fast or in swahilian or order something really complicated nah just kiddin huni, i wont do that to u, if im gonna order IM GOING IN THERE! IT WILL BE FUN! never the less im now leaving for some unknown reason and ill be back laterlike when i remember someing impotant to say or get ever more bored and feel like boring u all I WIN!!!!

alright byededybye all heart u all
joolz
ps: me and dan=14 months today

i havent done this in a while.

2005-06-14T18:18:00.000-07:00

so ok it was a 5 day weekend and i had fun!!!! on friday night was the prom IT WAS SHIT. but the company was awsome and i loved all of you bacause you were there. i hate all jocks and jockets, so many of them are fuckheads when they are drunk what am i talking about they are all the time and if em EVER touches me again i will fucking hit her with a knife over and over and over again. yeah but as i said the company that was there was awsome so that makes it all worth while and everyone looked sooo GOOOD. ok umm. then we went to red bears afta that. that was awsome. thanks for the party place and you are awsome, and i love you. and on saturday i slept in coz i had to work the night before that was crap but i have money now so that it good. umm. on sunday i went to alexs to see dan off, see daria, yes i finally caught up with her. julie and daira and i went on a shopping spree in go-lo. and in safeway. i had a shitty time coz i had NO SMOKES!! DAMM IT but that was the only reason but i was only shitty at the fact that i had none. and i got to see my daling baby. so all in all a good day. on monday i went to alexs at like 9 i think and i had a really good day. i asked mum when i was at alexs if i could go to peta's but she said she didnt like the idea if an open house, and if i was going she wanted alex to go with me for protection or something i think. then on tuesday i went to maffra and saw julie like all day kinda. and did homework or something like that. and then last night i had little sleep coz i had a really bad dream. and i rang alex at some stupid hour and he was asleep. i through up coz it was that bad. after that i woke up brendon to play with me coz i was scared but he didnt want to. dad got u at 3 to go to work, mum and brendon woke up at like 5.30 coz brendon had to be in maffra at 7 to go to melbourne. and that pretty much leads me up to now. but i did have a sac but i did have a good weekend. okies love you all and i love you alex very much and i am soo very sorry love ya all. penis xxxooo

WINMX IS BEING SHIT!

2005-06-13T14:44:00.000-07:00

grrrr my hatred for winmx right now is very very high!...im hiiiiggggghhhh~reminices of sour apple drink~
well petas is tonight and beckedy EXTREME red wont be there till SCHEVEN O FREEKEN CLOCK! (it starts at 5) which is really quite early
i just like to express my love for "group X" there abosutly schvantastic! JULIE HEARTS THEM!
well right now its 2.44pm and im still in my jarmies, poor wHAM pam has a brokden food hole...yes...it seams one of her "chewers" be's owwie. so she wented to sale to buy STONG LIKE DRUGS!
so yesm, me and beckdy have plans for horriz adventures tonight to buy cschmokeyscchmoke

"scmoked a pack of ciggaretes before mid day, coughed up a lung around one, i cant see a thing through myeyes that sting a cant remember having sdo much fun!"

sorry that song just came on

anyhoo i best be off to see if i can figure out this silly win mx.
by the way i did end up going to watch a movie last night, it was "lost in translation"....strange movie!
hahah scheventien years just came on and thats my cue to leave!
byededybye....~runs away to get mr coke~
joolz

loooooooooong weekend

2005-06-12T18:39:00.000-07:00

well we went to the prom and looked pretty/hansom had photos and such things drank much amounts of softdrinks and ate many piles of pies and other finger foods and the pies were fantabulous! we then got bored and went back to beckys early to start ashalabahing, it the night was fairly good with random kareoky, guitaring, dancing, twirling and other ashalabah type things. and IT DIDNT RAIN!!!~extreme happieness~ it was actually quite warm it got very windy late in the morning. it was all good until pain struck julie in the stomach area. which im unhappy to say i havent completly recovered from which is a bummer and it managed to ruin my night and the next morning. nevertheless the rest of the night was good. then saturday me and dan bummed round then watched dumb and dumber and spent alot of the day trying not to fall asleep due to the small amount of sleep had the night before. then mum and dad ran away to get drunk so me and danjiel(kudos to fi) got pizza then mucked around for a bit then i fellded asleep. today we went to alex's horse ~nods~ and pauline and daria came over then us girls went on a random shopping spree in GO LO!!!!! and bought much amounts of sugary stuff from safeway then went on search of chips and gravy and ciggarettes, sadly the ciggarets were never found awww~sad face~ then danjiel caught the train home and julie got sad. then i went home and had potato gems for din dins. and that brings me to now. and although much has been done this weekend and it feels like its over I STILL HAVE 2 DAYS OF WEEKEND LEFT! and an ashalabah at petas. hooray for that cause i have hella amounts of homework to do. and now im bored and dan isnt going to be on the intermanet all night cause a) hes on the train b) his computer doesnt have msn at the mo and c) hes probably tired and will go home to beddy bies. WHICH MEANS.....theres not much point being on here, im waiting for sez or beckedy to come on....but i think sez'z net still isnt working and beckedy is.....~shruggs~ but she has like 5 minutes to come online or im going to watch a dvd and most likely falling asleep on my bed half was through it. i feel like watching a little kiddies movie. which probably means i wont....cause ill change my mind before then. anyhoo i should probably stop babling on about stuff which non of u want to hear probably and i should go. enjoy the rest of your weekend everyone and ill see most of u tomorrow night at petas i hope. byededbye
love u all
jooz
ps: my parents are away next weekend~evil laugh~ maybe ill actually get some painting done
*note to self by black and white paint on wednesday

studying=bordom=eating lots

2005-06-06T19:34:00.000-07:00

well...tomorrow is our psych exam at 9am. which is silly cause a)is early and b) its an exam. its a simple concept really. anyhoo this friday is the PROM!promprompromprompromprom!! its gonna be great! im bleaching jas's hair tomorrow after the exam which will be fun for both of us! i have my outfit decided FINALLY! although it may change at the last minute in true julie style. ill get pauline to do my hair and makeup hopefully and shazam! and dan is coming on friday which will be GREAT! then after the prom its party!party!party!PARTY! it shall be fun, and my computers being a silly bitch and its curently on bold but not being bold and when i take it off bold it goes bold ~takes off bold~ SEE!!!!~puts back on~ ~sighs at the stupidity and confusion!~
im currently bored and over cramming for psych its annoying me and now i cant get the freeken font of bold ahhhhhh!!!!!! thats it im leaving
kudos to alex for the ashalabah on the weekend :D
joolzi

thats it now uve fudged the bucket

2005-06-03T01:35:00.000-07:00

i feel like pizza.....YUP!...PIZZA! im bored dans gone on some overnight camp thingo which means i have no dan to play with and beckedys somewhere and sez is ~shruggs~ not here. and jason was sposed to come and play but i think hes getting laid, and if he shows up here after being laid at like dinner time or something i and most importantly my parents will probably crack the shits. my brothers coming home tonight ~jumps for joy~ not really. it doesnt really phase me that hes coming home. although id prefer he didnt do so THE WEEKEND BEFORE freeken mid year exams! cause hell be givin me shit for the WHOOOOOOOOLE weekend! which i could really do without! im in the process of plaiting my hair for the prom...a little early i know, but if i do as many as i can in the middle and bottom then its less to do on friday and it takes less time and if theres any done at the front i will have time to redo them to avoid fuzzyness. its really just cause im bored. if it gets to prom day and we do them all and it looks shit I SWEAR I WILL CRACK IT! cause to take them out its gonna take longer than it took to put them in i swear....cause theyre so small. anyhoo we have stupid exams on tues and wed for me psych and gat. good luck to everyone in those and to those with other exams good luck in them. i would like to point out how conceededly proud of myself i am i got 17/20(B+) and 18/20(A) on my sacs for unit 3 of graphics and yeah. i did awsome and i thought i fucked it up and im aloud to say this cause no one else is in my graphics class so im not rubbing it in!
~snifs~ something smells really quite dodgy. im not sure what but i fear i MAY have to eat it!i should really cook that silly indonesian curry - which i cooked for dans family- for MY family. so that when i go back to dans(haha i almost said when i go back home) i can tell them that i cooked it for my family....and it tasted better cause dan wasnt there to water it down and make it too chilli like so everyone was like "i can see through time"-lisa simpson with apu's cooking.
besides all that nonesence my parents ARENT going to queensland which means i should probably tell them about the mass amounts of people coming over on friday to get ready for the prom.....nah! ill surprise em...then cook for them to make up for it! ~evil laugh~ its gonna be a long...but awsome day! AND i get tosee dan AND finally ashalabah with him, it will be the best ashalabah ever, its just not the same when hes on the phone ~sad face~ I C ANT WAIT! speaking of not being able to wait, renees coming home in like 40 days or something silly like that ITS FANTASTIC! AND IM PUMPED LIKE THE CHILDREN OF THE PEPPERCORNS! those ofyou who were there for that we rule~hi 5's all round~ the rest of you.....i dunno. i could have put another in joke there, but i couldnt be bothered ill do that at the end when i leave messages for random people....OH look at that! its the end now
hooray for my silly ramblings love u all tons and tons and tons and tons....
now messages....
beckedy: YOU WONT MAKE IT!
pauliness: STIFFY
alex: can i still buy an A2 folio from u for 14 dolla? sorry ur message was boring but eh.....oh how bout this......OPEN,3,5 open 3,6,5 open 3,5 3open. mauahhahahhahahah (thats for beckedy and jason head too)
jason: WHERE THE HELL ARE U?! ps:you should masterbate before u come over ~nods~
beci: IM SORRY i left u alone with those silly 10 y.o's! i hope u make it out alive!
sez: STOP LYING TO ME PHIL/MARK!ps:i be missin u already :- (
rhys: u touch penis!
fiona: I THOUGHT I MEANT MORE TO U THAN THAT!
meegz: get off my FREEKEN foot!
i think thats about it, anyone elsee who i think of or tells me i missed them can tell me and ill give them messages next time
oh 2 more...
renee: i need ur footy tips
dan: i love u
byededybye guys
jooie
ps: sorry bout the length

yeah ok fine then!!!

2005-06-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

well i am now at school and really sick i dont know why i am here but i am and thats that. dammit!!! my brother has got the flu and i think i have too. damm all you people that carry this thing in your immune system really to attack me at the moment that i really dont need it. JUST BEFORE EXAMS!!!!! aarrhh well not alot you can do really. ok i better go dont know why just dont feel like being on the computer nemore catch all yas. love you alex always and forever. and love all the rest of you guys u all know who you are. love you alex xxoo

sickly

2005-05-25T13:33:00.000-07:00

and i am finally getting sick so all you people that have been sick around me BLAH!!! i'm not really fussed coz i thought something was wrong with me with the whole not getting sick. but meah. so i think that is it i'll post later love you all.

mmmm sleeeep in!!!

2005-05-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

well this is only going to be short cause i gotta go to school soon...HOORAY FOR SPARES! mmmmmm scrambled eggs and baked beans on toast with hangover juice!!!!~drools~
enough rubbing that in...hooray we have art meeting tonight! yes! which means our usual adventures at la porchetta! yat! and then returning home to my loving family(burst's out laughing) at 7.30pm. this also means i have double art today I RULE! im getting a new pair of glasses tongiht as back up to my contacts which i will continue to wear 90% of the time. i also CAN NOT forget to get a concession form today cause im going to melbourne on friday.
haha on the holidays me and dan are going to yarrawonga with mum and dad for like 4 days its gonna be interesting for several reasons all of which i cant be bothered delving into right now(is delving a word? IT IS NOW!)
its 10.15 so i better go have a shower and get ready for school
cyall later
ps: me and pauline and fiona are starting a band ~nods~ if anyone is interested in teaching me electric, pauline bass or fiona drums let us no :P WHOOHOOO WE RULE!

I HAVE BOURBON!

2005-05-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

my god there is alot of downloading happening on my computer right now and i swear it is going to blow up inot space with jasons space ship and his greeness. i have bourbon! yes! i need to pee! yes! brb...
ok...i spilled food on my pants AND ITS ONLY MONDAY!!!!!
yes so mudda bought me a 6 pack of woodys and currently b-red has KFC so together we could drink out metho and coke(as dan calls it) and eat our fried rabbit(as dad calls it) and it would be se damn awsome! i love fried rabbit or whatever it is...it hasnt killed me yet and it tastes damn awsome so frankly i dont care what it is! and i love my metho and coke i swear im addicted to it! and mums addicted to buying it for me cause its CHEEPCHEEPCHEEP! oh man i hate that add!!!!
on a completly random note there is a phobia for a fear of england and the english culture...this made me laugh!
hooray i get to see sez fish on saturday! and dan on friday! and i get to buy cons on friday! but the downside to all this i have to cook daniels family a meal ~shudders at the thought~ dont ask people DO NOT ASK! im not doing this willingly! never the less this weekend will be good cause i shall get sex. which shall be fun. and i better get some damn good sex for cooking a damn shithouse meal!
anyhoo i better go cause bred is begging me to be hurrying up. lol she knows what im on about.
alrighty all love yas
jooie

well im slack!

2005-05-21T19:42:00.000-07:00

well this will be short. i havent posted in a while so ill just tell u in dot point form...but with numbers~nods~
1. happy nine months to pauline and alex
2. happy birthday to rhysey poo
3.....well i dont really have anything for #3
4. im going to melbourne next thursday!i win!
5. i get to see dan
6. i get to see sez
7. darz came home this weekend and we got drunk watched spongebob with y&t and then me and darz talked and smoked and drank more then dan called so i called him quickly to tell him i couldnt talk....but he started talking to daria....this went on for an hour and a half and it was 1.30am before dan went cause he needed to pee quite badly! it was fun and we were drunk and we smoked a cigar ~nods~
8. went shopping today...ish
9. my grandparents are coming tomorrow
10. im runnin out of news very quickly here!
11.yvonne and tammie had a garage sale today
12. today collingwood beat west coast. thats bottom of the ladder beating top...and that hasnt happened for 8 years! incase anyone cared, i found it interesting
13. sootys gay, according to yvonne anyway
and thats enough of my random points and ive probably missed alot of important stuff but that doesnt matter
bubye now everyone
and id just like to say WE BETTER GET OUR FREEKEN RUGY TOPS THIS WEEK!

yeah ok i suck

2005-05-21T19:00:00.000-07:00

well on 1 note my parents are pissed with me but thats old news. coz i kept saying to mum that because of her job she was always tired and didnt want to take me into maffra. i figure that she is a work-a-holic and for her next birthday i wil get her a theripy session, maybe that will fix her. it better or i want my money back. lol. well not much else to say, yay julie on everything that has happened this weekend for you. i dont think that sooty is gay only gender challenged lol. joke. not really i dont know. so i am off to do some crappy homework. dammit.so i'll catch you all later bye love you all

I HAVE NEW SLIPPERS..theyre green

2005-05-14T20:06:00.000-07:00

well as predicted this week was pretty shitty. with dan not talking to me for 5 or so days, being yelled at by people who dont even know me or anything about me, then getting sick and being forced into a day of school just to go out to a party which by the end of the night i was almost vomiting and i felt like shit. im sure there was more crappieness but its probably not worth remembering anyway.
but on the bright side we got an adorable little puppie shes tiny! and she likes to eat plants and bite ur toes shes 8 weeks i think and her name is sooty i think. it was shadow but mum changed it....were having alot of trouble naming her and we all keep calling her fluffy. which is annoying.
my boys won today we flogged demons. and david was at the G to see it. DAMN HIM!
im sick....its a bitch i have 3 sacs next week i think and all my graphics stuff is due and theres so much i havent done!!! which means i have to go to like every class!!!! tomorrow i have stupidly left all my art theory to the night before the sac. we were sposed to do 2 assignments a pre 70's one and a post 70's one, ive done the post 70's but have been really slack when it comes to the pre 70's anyway once they were both done we were sposed to put together a comparison sheet. for a sac.....well the sacs tomorrow and i have to do the second assignment and the comparison sheet.....unless i have a medical certif...but the stupid thing is im at a very high risk of getting glandular fever....cause of dan...im surprised i havent got it yet. and now that ive contracted a cold my immune systems down and the glandular is likely to kick in. dan told me not to do ANYTHING! but see it was easy for him not to do anything cause it was holidays i HAVE to go to school which involves getting up early! and wearing myself out everyday...going to meetings on mondays and wednesdays and soccer trainging a few times a week. so its impossible for me to not do ANYTHING which basically means theres no way out of it. i bought kiwi fruits cause they have more vitamin C that oranges and i dont eat oranges and i have hang over juice. so im gonna do my best to stay away from this stupid glandular fever crap. so yes i have a sac tomorrow and every spare or lunch time possible im going to be in the graphics room doing this airline stuff then theres a psych sac on friday and possibly an english one...or so i found out off dan last night.
me and pauline had a talk last night which was the highlight of my night. and i thank her for that.
and happy 18th to becky for last friday and happy 19th to rhys for next friday or saturday...i think its saturday. and thanks havin me at the party last night. and HUGE thanks to dan for taking me home at 2.30am last night especially with the way he was feeling.

love ya all....
love you danxoxox
joolz

aaaarrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh

2005-05-10T18:26:00.000-07:00

i have been following the links on my darling angel, and i have found out that some of the people that post are really sweet. arh love is in the air. yeh just thought i'd say that. ok so not alot has been happening. damit i dont have nething to say, i'm in spares and i have found out that i have no more classes for the rest of the day. so i'm not really happy about. but spose i shouldnt complain. alex i think that you shgoud get out of class eairly today because me and julie are comming over to sale to run-a-muck at like 2.00pm yay for us and yeh i think thats aboout it so catch ya. i love you alex baby so much, cant wate to see you like soon, but meh, see ya from the tigher in the grass pauline XXXOOO

its a conundrum

2005-05-09T17:37:00.000-07:00

ok i dont know what a conundrum is but meh. well its monday this week has started off badly and its not even tuesday yet. this week is going to be bad and conveniently this week contains a friday the 13th. should be interesting even though 2 good things are happening on friday, 1. becky and rhys's and 2. were getting puppie/s. im hoping for the best. but i get the feeling something bad is going to happen. which isnt a comforting thought. or maybe the week will get better as it goes along...... i really dont have much to say,.....as has been the case today
im eating/ drinking sweet potato and corn soup its good.

i really dont have anyhting to say. so im going

...

A TALKING DOG?????!!!!!

2005-05-09T16:16:00.000-07:00

i had the feeling that i was being followed this morning, it was psyco. neway i found out it was only a dog, but a creapy dog, that wouldnt stop. when i told it to go away, the strangest thing happened. it told me NO! i was amazed that a dog could talk. i know that i shouldnt but i was. because of all my crazy adventures in far off lands with many, many, exciting things, i thought i had seen, and heard it all but alas i was wrong. so neway i gave up all my traveling and decided to just live the quiet life. by the way my book is out. its called wonder, wonderful pauline. by pauline. so i would be happy to sign one if you want. but i should really get back to my alter-ego (the girlk who goes to school everyday and dose not have crazy adventures)

so.... well i spent a night at alex's it was okish, nah i lie, ummm, i went to my nannas. that was ok i spose. and went to bextas on friday last week. so now i am tired because i spent all night thinking that freddy was going to get me and the thing from geepers, creapers, or what ever it is. so yeah FUN! oh by the way I DID HUG JULIE SO NER! I WIN. so i am going out to tea with dad tonight, yay fun, so yeah..... i have nothing. so i might go and attempt to do some work or something, maggot want me to go down the street with him, i'm really not up for it.
well LOVE YOU ALL XXOO
love you alex xxoo
and julie xxoo
oh man you all know who i love so love you all too xxoo

ok, now i REALLY need new slippers!

2005-05-07T17:07:00.000-07:00

ok so i deleted one of paulines posts. she knows about it i explained my reasoning behind it and after speaking to her i told her she could repost it. i only did it to protect me and pauline from fighting and also jason from seeing it. and frankly i think i made the right desicion so they rest of u can fucken go to hell for all i care. i hold a grudge for a long time, so fucking shoot me!

on a lighter note~glares at all concerned in the previous^^^^^^ part~
yes bextas last night. hooray it was pretty big, me, jas, fiona, burger(berthas new name), daniel, darren, dayne and lex stayed up all night. its was fun we were telling stories and all that sorta crap. then as light approached a bit more we all started feeling a bit worse so dayne decided a scotch and coke was in order. this lead to many other strange things happening after that, ice cricket, my face being painted completly red in lipstick and berthas too, ice fights, skate boarding, me and dayne drinking dirt, me and fiona sitting in mud then attempting to have dry sex in the bath. then getting covered in water. then the scotch go smashed and fiona ended up getting a shower of soapy water conveniently from daynes hand......strangly enough shes now known as "the one with the annoying voice" im sure u can figure out why she was getting a shower. oh and i got pissed. TWICE. stupid dayne and his revolation(or it was to me anyway) that an alcoholic drink makes u feel better in the morning. i took it a little far and had like 4 drinks. anyhoo it was a good night. i got stuck in the bin, i burped during bextas speach, bertha handcuffed her hand to her foot then we chased her, fiona and pricey got a little closer, there was much more but a) i was too drunk to rememeber it and b) i cant be bothered saying anymore. many people showed up but the times people were leaving was just DEPLORABLE! especially becky red since it was her 18th!!! anyhoo so this resulted in depressing drinking on my behalf, which wasnt so much fun. but eh, there wasnt much i could do. anyhoo nuff out a me im gonna go do stuff.
love yas
julie

k so i seeo

2005-05-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

ok that was soped to say ok i see but didnt end up that way. so julie in response to your decision. ITS OK. yeah well what can ya do, well for those who didnt see it, (i know this is going to piss a few people off, but this is MY OPION) it basically said that, i know that al has done some things in the past that have been really fuck up, but he posts on our blogs and dosent have anything bad to say, HE IS TRYING and also i belive in second chances. i know that, i have been given many, too many. but meah we wont go into that.

on another note i had FUN yes thats right pauline had fun. i know what you are thinking, she is on drugs, but no. i like the fact that i'm like no-longer pissed off at neone.
i would also like to blow my horn again by saying I AM AWSOME FOR FINDING A NEEDLE IN A HAYSTACK. so i am at home and so far dad hasent come in to talk to me , oh HAPPY FUCKING 18th BIRTHDAY and may there be many more too, RED BEAR, BEXTA, and another HAPPY FUCKING 19th BIRTHDAY to YVONNE AND TAMMIE. i think that is all the birthdays i was sposed to remember.

AND A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL OUT THERE!!! YAY 4 MUMS.
yeah, i'm kinda tried so i think i will go now.
JULIE I LOVE YA BUB. (we have to have a talk)
ALEX I LOVE YOU TOO xxoo
and to all HAPPY MOTHERS DAY FOR TOMORROW even if you are not a mother, you will be one day, and then you'll be sorry. so take it with grace and not with crappy mothers day gifts that suck, sept the nice ones, like puppies. LOVE YOU ALL AND GOODNIGHT. PAULINE xxoo

i need new slippers

2005-05-03T20:21:00.000-07:00

yeaht think about it so any hoo not too much to say right now...i bought credit for the first time since janurary...i was mightitly excited by this....ummmm i need new slippers even though weve been through this
me and dan are trying to organise a group from here and a group from in melb to meet half way-at inverloch which has a beach and a lake-for schoolies for a week or partying drinking partying drinking partying and fun stuff like sea biscuiting surfing water skiing whatever the case may be but were hoping to take a boat. anyhoo well be staying at the caravan park. we decided we wanted to have our own schoolies cause it would be funner. and we dont have to put up with too many skanks and surfers who think theyre the hottest people in the world teehee. anyhoo anyones welcome to come. just let me know. its not for ages i know that but if we need to book like 30 people into a caravan park as u can imagine we need to book in advance. its not just for those finishing school because jason is coming rhys will be invited and renee will probably come. so yeah if ur interested in coming let me know so i can get a list happenin and hopefully well get a big group and it will be awsome! and i will get back to u with prices. please come guys it will be awsome!me and dan and a few of his mates and red bear and fiona and jas are all definetly going alex also said he would. so if u wanna party with us then well be happy to party with you.....

did anyone else realise how much of an ad that sounded like???

meh im gonna go
love yas
love u dan...not that u read this...but hey we can hope
bubye, majoolie

ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-03T15:11:00.000-07:00

ok so i am here at school earily, and i got up too earily, and julie you are not going to be here till like recess, and then i have another problem, you see in the mornings i go for a walk AWAYS to the park to have a somke and now that it is wednesday i dont have ne. damit so i am sitting here doing nothing. and feeling ver sorry for myself. so neaway. yay for the party thing, i dont really know what i am doing yet julz but we will see. and on another note YAYA MY F-A-T-H-E-R wont be home for like another 2 days, oh and anothr thing to complain about, i was going to go on the msn this morning and i couldnt coz my mother who is a work-a-holic has a meeting in there.aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhh much better. but it is still only like 8.20 wow i have just realised how long this has taken me to write. and our povo school is charging us for use of the internet yes thats right, if we go above our usege we can get on, fi has been kicked off i think and so have other people, and i have been on here like every day, THIS SUCKS. and we have to pay for usege of printing paper, oh man i hate this school, but i love it at the same time. what a delemer. so yeah i betta go and do something else. ok love all of you guys. and Alex get better baby, and i love you so much. xxoo

ok so now i am addicted

2005-05-02T16:52:00.000-07:00

YAY FOR JULIE AND THE DOG, well puppy. yay!

aarrhh

2005-05-02T16:49:00.000-07:00

on another note i was wating for that last post to well ...post, and i put my hands on my head and discovered a dint. omg i think i am going to die or even worst be dumb. thanks dad for dropping me on my head. love you all again

HHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLL

2005-05-02T16:20:00.000-07:00

yes yes nad yes, well that was sposed to say and bye arh. i have found away to slove world hunger. and the secret is, come in and listen close, " WE KILL ALL FUCKERS THAT DESERVE TO DIE" oh and eat less. and i have found something that has made me really angry THE COUNCIL OF WELLINGTON SHIRE IS GOING TO BE DUMPING ASBESTOS AT DUNTSON DOWNS. I HATE THEM ALL. so now that that is over i would like to have your support and feedback on your views, and am i just looking out for people or just being stupid? but on another note i have spares and am not doing any work. yay go me and i think that i am so far behind but shmeh. i am not failing anything yet. look i am sorry for the way i have been acting on this blogg and i know that i deserve to be kicked up the arse good and hard. ~oh but i would like that~ sorry well shot in the head. but i think i am changing my ways and now i am happy.

oh and alex get better baby. hey your at home today i think you should call me. ha ha ha u cant talk me bad i wrote that before i thought about it. ~like always~ my bad sorry. but i really think you should get better.

ok and now for something that i found exciting. I"M ON THE PILL!! yay. ummm... yeah well i thought it was. nothing has happened yet but if my information is correct and the source is accurate, my boobs are going to be gettng bigger. aarrgg i dont need that, i would like it but i dont need it. wow this is getting long.
i thought you well those of you who i dont see or talk to every day need an update. a positive update, one that dosent attack you.

and this weekend is B3X7A's party. i am excited, and omg on the weekend dad gave me 2 options 1) get the fuck out of his house, and 2) mum can come and pick me and alex up at 12. ok all this came about because i wanted to stay the night. and he also said i should stop treatng the house like a fucking hotel. but eh. i'm not fussed, so i am going to see trish about is and see what i can do. but i am DETERMINDED to STILL COME TO SCHOOL. because i love my friends and dont want them to be left at this shit hole without me not e, e is a drug and drugs are bad.( ha ha it sounds like weeeee) and i know that u guys dont want that either.

well i think i have had enough of typing and you guys have had enough of reading. love all of you , and to my darling baby i hope you get better. i love you in a special way, and i love all you others in another special way, sorry that i called you others but i could name most if not all of you, (sorry if i leave someone out) ok here goes, julie, dan, fiona, fiona, becie red, becie tan, dan, sez, laura, al, rennee, peta, tammie, yvonne and all you other sory i cant think right now, well i never really think. love you all and sorry to put you all thought this. i love you alex. xxoo

i have paint in my hair

2005-05-02T02:55:00.000-07:00

yes thats right u heard it here first i have got paint IN MY HAIR. which isnt that surpising conciderign my ability to get paint everywhere but on the piece of paper.
I WENT DRIVING AGAIN! yes i rule! im gonna start taking it seriously sicne i have 6 months to learn to drive and attempt to get 120hrs BAHAHHAHAHAHAHi dont recon that will hapen. but hey i can hope. and i figure if i start taking it seriously mum and dad will take me seriously when i tell them i want a car BEFORE IM 18!!! GAH!
omg were getting a puppy possibly 2! ~dances from excitment~ thats right renee this time its forsure. but not until mothers day.. ill show u a picture next time ur on renee.
me and alex are talking about everyones plans on where theyre moving after school and stuff. its funny. kinda scary. i still cant beleive in 6-8 months im going to be MOVING OUT i rule! anyhoo i havent go much more to say so im gonna go
speak to u all later. catchyas
joolz

hawro

2005-04-30T02:17:00.000-07:00

well peoples its officially 215am in in the morning i have had so much stuff tonight....inerbbriatioooooon. anyhoo becky red said i should post drunk pity im not reallyt that drunk any more just got a spliting headacje and need bed somthin chronic
so im off, thats about it. thought was awsomeish yvonne and tam love u guys u throw good ashalabah ok im off happy birthday to dan by the way kudos to u for bewing born! whooooo
ps i love dan soooooooooooooomuch!
love u all. love dan more though sorry guys
ok headhce bad bed now!

i have hey fever! bah!

2005-04-28T18:50:00.000-07:00

i think im gonna be sick its awsome. im sposed to be studying for a graphics sac tomorrow but i have no idea what to do so i was hoping alex was online to tell me what i have to know cause hes already done it. oh and for those of you playing at home i didnt get in trouble for not having my assignment done.

we had soccer training today whoaaaaa nelly im unfit! its awsomely great! next year ill attempt to get fit. iono. i wanna be on the uni soccer team...if thats possible, i know its possible at RMIT but last night i got told by a UNI STUDENT! not to go there. so yeah iono im aimin for national college of arts?(nca) i think thats what its called its the art section of melbourne uni $$$$$$ CHING CHING its expensive there. meh.

anyhoo i know paulines probably gonna read this but yes i am a witness she is in a shit of a mood recently and its annoying and frankly i think that she should stop saying or thinking crap about me and alex. WERE JUST FRIENDS! we will never EVER be any more. but some how pauline is able to find every single little thing we have in common. pauline this is my message to u, stop being silly and stop and take notice of the fact that you have an awsome boyfriend who loves u to pieces and will do anything for u, but right now ur treating him pretty badly. im not pickin on you. its constructive criticism, like alex and your self i like it better when your happy. as does everyone else.

anyhoo...nuff of that i spoke to dan today HOORAY! i was excited. i told him tonight i have to go cram graph work so if he gets bored call me cause its an awsome excuse to not do homework. i dunno if he will. but hey i can hope. well it looks like this weekend is going to be jam packed full of partying again and this week i swear im getting southern comforts! depending on the price i guess....well see.

TOMORROWS FRIDAY! took its sweet ass time! this week has gone sooooo long! and we werent even at school on monday. anyhoo looking forward to a couple days off school work even though as usual i should use my weekends to my advantage and FUCKING STUDY....meh we can hope now cant we.

anyhoo chaps i better go and have some dinner see if i can make my tummy box feel a little better and then go study in the hope that it will be interupted by a phone call from the one i heart
love ya guys
joolz

can someone tell me

2005-04-27T16:06:00.000-07:00

ok. so i am still in a shitty mood, and i would soo like to get out of it. i have tried alot of things and i dont wanna go on drugs. so can someone out there please, please, please surgest something so i can stop this.

but on another note yesterday theatre studies went down to melbourne to see a play and something else. th eplay was crap in my opion. we saw an old guy's ass, it was sooo bad. and some drunk guy talked to my tits. so all in all it wasnt very fun for me, when i went to go home mum had a bitch attach at me. dammit. i really cant think o f nething else to say so i will go for now and be back later.

2005-04-25T17:17:00.000-07:00

well id just like to put all that crap that was said in "psycho post" behind us. it started off as something little which annoyed me and it got taken a little far. apparently i drunkenly spoke to pauline about it last night and i can remember vaugley what was said. anyhoo alexs was filled with fun and the things a learned last night
- im unfit(discovered this running to the train station)
- brandy tastes like ass, drinkable with coke, but still very ass like. although it does get you drunk. kudos to me and alex for drinking as much of it as we did.
- vodka and coke also tastes like ass
- the words to eany meany miney mo. "eany meany miney mo, catch a tiger by the toe, if he hollars let him go, eany meany miney mo. i discovered this with thanks to fiona and becky when i had 2 beers 2 southern comforts and a vodka and coke to choose from.
- that southern comfort is sooooo smooth
- that pages from a wet phone book and or magazines will smother a fire and fire will die!
- that freddy is awsome!
- that the toy box was further away than i thought
- (incase i didnt know this already) it is probably possible for jason to snore through the end of the world...is that caled an apocalyps? im really not sure
- that pie tastes a whole lot better being eaten in a glass with a spork
- that i am awsome because i recon i must have had about 20 drinks and NO SPEW! even though i had woodys, red wine, cougar, a helluvalot of brandy, bundy, sothern comfort, vodka and beer.
-that it is impossible to do the nutbush on alexs toy box when theres 3 of you on there.

and thats about it for now. but if i think of more ill let you know okay. YE-AH

love yas, kudos to alex for the awsome ashalabah.

psycho post

2005-04-23T13:26:00.000-07:00

well pauline FUCK YOU you have ur perfect boyfriend and perfect realtionship but me on the other hand my boyfriend lives in melbourne and the only way i get to speak to him is on the fucking internet! i would take time to stop and look at how "beautiful" the world is, but the world that i live in is boring and lifeless i hate maffra theres nothing to do here, its just the same thing every week when im not stuck in a house with my parents or somewhere i dont want to be, ill be happy to stop and look at the world! you and alex are always together having fun, and im happy for you. but me on the other hand i have 5 best friends....2 live in melbourne(dan & sez), ones in italy(renee), one has his own 18yo life now and i havent been able to see him recently, and hes in melbourne at the moment anyway(jason). and the other one,(guess who) spends every possible hour outside school with her boyfriend, which is fair enough but the fact that it doesnt even feel like were that good of friends anymore and the fact that outside school she basically disreguards me, or at least thats how it feels, is not something which makes me the happiest person in the world. my best friends...those who want to talk to me, are only contactable on the internet. so i will NOT stop going on the internet and i will NOT get a fucking life, cause this IS my life, and if u dont like it then dont tell me about it cause i dont particularly like it either. and by taking the internet away from me would only make life 50,000 times harder.

i know this post has been kinda psycho. but your post and your comment about this not having a life, beautiful world shit really pissed me off! but look you probably wont even end up reading this because going on the internet is so "wrong"! i know some of the stuff in here ill probably regret but some things just had to be said.
julie

stupid excursions!~shakes fist~

2005-04-20T19:09:00.000-07:00

stupid excursions! i have an art excursion tomorrow. which should be fun BUT we have to be at school at 6.15!!! itll still be friggen dark then! hemmeh! anyhoo so yeah i would have had 4 spares tomorrow if i was at school. we had TEXAS SPARES! we never get texas spares. so yeah but i guess its a good thing i have so many spares on an excursion day cause it means im not missing out on any work except a single of psych THATS IT! cause we have double english spares cause of orals, and double texas(math) spares and then i have art....and its and ART excursion so obviously im not missing work. so thats a good thing. i bought an art folio today like a propa one with a handle and stuff, its a2 sized! HUUUUUUUGE! not to mention the price!!$$$$$$$ meh, mums paying for half and the other half comes out of my mullah wich i won for being awsome at art last year:P
im bored! i want dan to come online or alex. hes always interesting. or red bear. or sez. all these are likely candidates to come on soon....except dan, cause hes probably having dinner then hell watch telly then due to glandular fever WHICH I DONT HAVE YET I RULE! hell be all worn out from school and will go to bed~sad face~ not to worry. he needs his rest. but hopefully someone else will come on. im goin to get chocoalte mousse for dessert or pudding as the others would say :P. i expect someone to come online while im doing this because i have posted and/or read everyones websites! im up to date! now its everyone elses turn!
love yous all
love u daniel
ps: i just realised alex wont be on cause its his and paulines 8 month today and theyre out for dinner or something special like that. good job guys keep up the good work ~winks~

well pauline...

2005-04-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

ok pauline
#1 i do not have a site of my own. they deleted it. and it wasnt MY SITE. it was a site for people who DONT have their own blog. geez! i knew ud think that i was deserting u. if u hadof actually gone on it u would have known that.
#2 THANK YOU...I HAVE NO LIFE! and so do alot or ur friends. and we do read it regularly. aka...red bear, sez, ALEX, me, peta, renee. not to mention that beci tan and dan also read this. so ur telling all those people they have no life.
3# for the record i was offeneded not just by the previous statemnet oif having no life, but the fact that your not going to post anymore. this is OUR site. everyone sees it as OUR site. and i prefer it as OUR SITE!
i know ur not havin the best time right now, but still thats what OUR website is for!
4# happy 8 month guys well done

and thats my reply to ur post pauline now im posting my own

last night i had a really really bad dream.....i guess that makes it a nightmare, not the point. i was waiting with pauline and jason at my place and dan was coming to my place that night. i had rung him cause i thought hed be on his way but he was running late and said hed be there as soon as possible. we then continued to wait. it got to 4.5 hours late and he stil wasnt there. so i went to get my phone and there was a msg from dans phone that said...."dan died in a car accident tonight....." there was more to the msg but i cant remember it right now. anyway i started screaming and crying and all i could think was that i should have been there with him, it was my fault, it should have been me, and mum and dad and jason and pauline were all crying aswell and then i woke up, and surprise surprise i was actually crying. anyway that made it a little hard to get back to sleep. anyway its 10.22 and i have to be at school in like 20 mins and i havent had a shower yet. so i better go
i love u dan and i hope i never ever loose u!
i miss u so much
jules

2005-04-18T19:18:00.000-07:00

so i am at school and i dont have neclasses. whay am i here i was asked to go to sale but didnt feel up 4 getting caught and sentanced to my room for the rest of my life by my parents. so i really dont think thart i am going to post nemore as the fact has come up that julie has her own new blogger and so does everyone else i know. and i really dont post nemore neway. but then agin what am i doing now. and the point is noone ever really comes to this site and reads the shit i put on here and coments only people who have nothing to do. and my point is that PEOPLE WHO USE THE INTERNET FOR THIS SHIT HAVE NO LIFE, but i have no life neway and i dont even post. i think that if people have something important to say they should use this but to let everytone else in the world access this and let them know what is goin on is just like that fucked up show "big brother". so now i question my own self and i think i have come to the conclusion that I HAVE NO LIFE so this is why i post and do this shit. but even though i hate "big brother" i will still probably post every now and then when i have really got nothing to do.

on another note I LOVE ALEX i love you baby so much.
(ll yvonne is reading mrs. x's site next to me) i miss you so much baby. i love you so much i really dont think i can live another day without seeing you, but i will have to. i love you.
and yet on another note it is our 8 months tomorrow yay i am excited.

so on that i note i better go and i will post again even though i know i have said all that shit
love you soooo much alex my one and only baby xxoo

wow!

2005-04-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

wow. i really havent posted in a while this one will just be quick, and the whole no kissing dan thingo went out the window when he gave me a beautiful ring, so after that there was no going back, then mum msged me and said to keep my distance, then said she was joking, it made me laugh. the me and dan and helen and steve watched crackerjack and at popcorn. it was fun then i wend home i left heathmont at 12.30 and didnt get home until 5.30!! so long travelling then i went and partied from 8.30 till 3.30 so i feel that makes up for the many hours of traveling~nods~ petas is this weekend im pumped. bextas last day is tomorrow~tear~ oh it wont be the same without her. ok i gotta go
love u all
joolzy

2005-04-14T21:19:00.000-07:00

sorry renee had to delete ur post. the other website had my username and password and they deleited it. and i dont want them deleting this. just email the username and password. anyhoo im at sez's I RULE! im not going to write much. tomorrow is mine and dans one year anniversary and im not even aloud to kiss him. so FUCK YOU ALL! yeah i know dan wont read this. but yeah i love u more and more each day happy anniversary my love.
on a less mushy note
today we were pissing off steph, sezs enemie at work. and she came out and sez ran into an allyway then rolled under a car hiding from her as steph was running after her then shes like "julie i pressume?" so i sad i wasnt julie it was hella funny and she thought we were just there to annoy her but we were actually getting picked up there. anyhoo i better go. PAULINE U POSTED and as usual its bloody pointless random shit.
melbourne is fun its raining lotsd. like usual when i come to ringwood.
i love u dan and always will and i cant wait to see u tomorrow
jools

hot new thing

2005-04-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

yes i am here to crap on again about nothing. well you see i was walking down the street and this new hot thing came up and said i like poo i thought that that was odd. then a silly little birdy came up and i like the moon, which i though it was cool because i am going to the moon on exchange and lard man is comming back in my place. so neway the hot new rthing came up to me again and i said silly head go and sizzle a dogs bum. and then it went away. i would like to tell what the hot the hot new thing looked like but if i did ur head would explode and the world would crumble into a million seas. so i can but if you saw the hot new thing you would know. love ya's all the biggest penis in the world.

new blogs ~gasps~

2005-04-09T22:11:00.000-07:00

hooray i made anew blog. IM NOT DESERTING THIS ONE! it has served me well and will continue to serve me well. but this other one is for people who
a- dont have a blog and cant post
b- want to bitch annonymusly
c- just want to post on a site that everyone can post on
the website to this is www.professionalcrap.blogspot.com and the user name is: ismellpee, and the password is: random
just incase anyone wanted to go post. the username and password are on the site anyway.
and SHOCK HOOROR EXCITING NEWS! beci red has her OWN BLOG NOW! convenietly situated at
www.ashalabah.blogspot.com

check em out, post, comment whatever
catchya jools

bored as a mofo!

2005-04-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

HOLY CRAP IM BORED! its annoying! parents are watching crap on telly. no one....NO ONE! is online, no one as in there is not one single person online. which i guess means.....I HAVE NO LIFE! and everyone else does. and those who dont have a life, dont have the internet. this is the perfect opertunity to do my english oral, but i find im more focused and ready to work at 8.30 pm the day before its due. it is due the first day of school. which will be a hung over day, due to two 18ths on saturday night.
wow. i just left and watched elvis presley on starstruck and frank sinatra and when i came back TWO of my blocked contacts came online, which i guess is a start. maybe ill go talk to them....although it really doesnt appeal to me that much.
WOAH!!! "its a wonderful night, gotta take if from me, its a wonderful night c'mon and break it on down" just came on the telly. alex showed me that song and we listened to it like 12 times in a row i swear! its a cool song though. me thinks its by fatboy slim.
~sighs~ i wish i was alive back in the 1930's. the times of JAZZ AND LIQOUR!!! and sexy outfits, ciggarettes and boozing. swav suits and hats. the time of CHICAGO! oh it would be the best fun to be alive back then! none of the crap music they play today.this is a pointless dream, but still. it would be cool. u probably all think im insane but GO TO HELL i know beci red and jason agree. and possibly fiona. anyhoo i might go. maybe ill write renee a letter. since shes been gone for like 7 months and ive sent her one package, and i still have stuff to send to her! speaking of which i havent watched gus's 18th video yet. meh, ill do that one day! my foot hurts!
dans familly(including dan) are staying at his grandparents place tonight cause theyre away and dans sickly and stuff. so theres not even a small chance that he'll be online.~cries~ OMG yesterday in the body shop i found "DAN IN A BOTTLE!" seriously it smelled like him. so i covered myself in it and sat there getting high off the stuff on my writst.
and sez has like dissapeared. she said she was going for a walk to find smokes. but before she left shes like. "have fun with whatever your doing tonight" which makes it sound like shes not coming back. but thats ok cause shes upset cause jem moved out without telling her, without a note. and i know none of u have ANY idea who jem is, but i do, and thats all that matters so GO TO HELL! anyhoo im off now in the hope that someone to talk to will come online
catchyas all later.
love yas. cheer up z, get well dan and to the rest of you......COME ONLINE NOW!!!

aaawwwww!! stupid posts!

2005-04-09T15:49:00.000-07:00

well. apparently previous posts havent worked so i get to complain AGAIN! whoo! well dan has glandular fever! hooray! no, not hooray! this means hes not aloud to come down to maffco for a week like was planned! which is bad. its terrible! its terribly terrible! but on the bight side sez is still coming down and the party is still happening. but the party reason has changed. it was for mine and dans anniversary.....but now its just cause sez is down and so we(most imporantly me) can get horribly drunk and depressed! not that thats too different from any other time. this time ill jsut be drunker! then on wednesday im going to wake up terribly hung over and sit in the car for 3-4 hours with sez and her rent and go see dan and look after him. which will be good, cause i still get to see him on our anniversary, even if he is sickley. but its ok cause im havin a little trouble walking, bita pain in the foot area...i wonder why???...and ill be hung over so. so we can both be un active and lie there feeling sorry for ourselves:D im havin a bita trouble with an anniversary present though. tradidtionally the 1 year is sposed to be paper....like 20 yrs is silver and 50 is gold or whatever the case my be. so we looked at kama suitra books. ohh that was funny. but yeah i dunno. ill look into it. jasons home tomorrow i went to melbourne yesterday and found him i hatd GELATI! i win! i ahvent had gelati in like 2 years...seriously! and i bought a prom dress~big smile~ and when i wear pearls with it, it looks really old like. so its cool. anyhoo i gotta go and write my english oral~shudders~
catchyas later
love u all
love u the most danxoxoxoxooxox

nananananananananananana robots!

2005-04-07T01:17:00.000-07:00

ROBOTS IS AWSOME! and i emmensy recommend it....is emmensly a word? and is it in the right context?? ahh who cares its awsome no matter what words are used! TESTIFY! anyhoo i need to pee i win! and i have abatman badge WHEEEEEEE nanananananananananan BATMAN! hooray for me! we burned a fairy! were going to hell hooray for hell....i wonder if batman lives in hell....we can ONLY HOPE:D
julu...thats right JULU!
blah!

rubella

2005-04-06T13:49:00.000-07:00

DAMN STRAIGHT ITS BETTER ITS ALL IN PAINT! HOORAY! anyhoo my poor baby is sick with tonsilitis and rubella(german measles) and lil z hasnt had her injection so we looked up stuff on the internet and now i know ALLLLL ABOUT RUBELLA! it only lasts 3 days, so anyone who hasnt had their needles should be safe. but let me show u some of my smartness. it lasts for 3 days, it is spread by talking coughing or sneezing and if u are around someone who has it and they give it to u it wont actually affect u for 14-21 days. and thats enough of that crap! but girls should have had their injections in year 8? when they were 13. anyway theres nothing to worry about anyway cause u should all be safe. anyway the point is as we speak my poor sick little thing is sitting in his tent alone and sick on camp. i would have thought theyed send him home. not to worry the point is my shower is a bath! AHUH!

I LOVE NATALIE

2005-04-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE PLEASE GO TO www.nataliedee.com then go to drawings!! omg it is the best website in the world! reconmendations go to "turtleturtle" oh its hella funny. GO NOW! THE LINKS RIGHT THERE!
now i must go get a ferrero rocher. ps jason will be back on monday and io will be walking tomorrow

im an idiot!

2005-04-04T17:38:00.000-07:00

well. jason went to melbourne today. he met with his dad last ngiht which apparently didnt go the best, but this is only second hadn info hes sposed to be calling me tonight. and to al, ur phonecalls did mess witht he situation and jason was blamed. and what u did was stupid, although his parents do deserve it, next time control ur actions! but its good to see u realise what u did was wrong. anyhoo ill continue to update the jason situation when i know more.

on the bright side IM AN IDIOT! dancing to chicago with jason, did a cart wheel, hit the table and now i cant walk, we thought it was broken or fractured but xrays proved other wise, and now im on crutches till i can walk which the doctor says should be a few days away. so anyhoo its funny, and not funny at the same time cause im in pain and i hate crutches with a passion after spending a year on them in yr 10. but im ruining me holidays, but thank god its not at school! anyway dan and sez are down next week and were doing the youth days so ill need to walk by then, and there will be a jumping castle at the youth day so i have to have a go on that. so hopefully ill be good to go by then

anyhoo im off, more posting at a later date.
love u all
jools

j is a star

2005-04-02T00:40:00.000-08:00

who the fuck is recessive gene?? im so confused! just as an update for those of who who havent been in contact with jas. hes not planning on going home, hes looking at getting a flat and has had someone offer him a place to stay for a couple weeks in melbourne, so chances are hes going up there soon for a bit just to get away. his parents have been incontact with him, but it ends in yelling and hanging up. jasons....ok. hes still pretty stressed out he was at my place thurs night then we went to darias and got drunk in the hope of him getting a break from worrying about all this crap 24/7. and tonight he was sposed to stay at rhyses but rhys's is being crap and going to ringers. so were not sure whats happening tonight. hopefully things will start looking clearer for him very soon.
anyhoo i dont have much to say, darias was good and we made the most poitent spiked punch uve ever had! it was so random! it was a good night all in all. dan and z are coming next monday which is rather on the very exciting side, and im having a party for mine and dans 1 year. only small., but still good i hope, only prob is its on a tuesday buit we can hope. should be ok though, im not at school, i aint complainin. anyhoo i better go catchyas all later
love yas all
j

i hate tuesdays

2005-03-29T07:26:00.000-08:00

wow. i hate tuesdays, theyre like the worst day in the world. theres always something crap. like today, to prove my opinions on tuesdays. 5 PERIODS OF SACS! dodgy and a half!
id just like to tell jas that i love him dearly as do alot of other people and were all gonna do our best to help him out right now. hope things are lookin up soonish bub. love u
im really not in the mood for posting right now, so i guess ill do this later. my feet are cold.
jools

bahwah

2005-03-20T08:34:00.000-08:00

myes, well this weekend was like totally awsome, but now i feel lonelier than ever before, and i found myself crying. which i thought was very odd. im not mentioning this weekend in too much detail cause i have a feeling my parents have been trying to find this sight. so i gotta be a little cautious yesm so right now im feeling lonely, sick, hungry, tired, hot, im shaking and im having outbursts of crying! but with feeling all of that i also feel like im feeling nothing at all. like i have no thoughts, which is impossible, i feel so.....blank. i dunno. but i have to go study but i cant right now, i also have to go clean, but i cant do that right now either, i was thinking of not eating dinner, but im getting hungry, i have english first 2 tomorrow and i really dont want to go! then i have art, and for like the first time ever, i dont want to go to that either. im really stuck with my art, she says we need lots of developmental work, which im ok with sometimes....but not this time, i just want to start making my major piece and write down stuff as i go, or change it as i go, im not up for all this planned stuff, so im finding myself just looking for couples looking intimate in magazines so i can cut it out and draw it as same sex couples. but it seams so pointless, cause i dont really thing its what i want to be doing. my teacher said at the start of last year she wanted me to do alot of symbolic stuff, and before that she said she wanted me to do collage, instead im stuck with the collage immages in my head but im still drawing realistic pictures, which is annoying me, mostly becuse 90% of the class are drawing faces or parts of the body etc. i wanna go do that now, but i dont think i have all the correct materials here, i would in class, but everytime i want to do something miss lang keeps asking me what im doing, which annoys me. dont get me wrong i love art, i love it to bits but i dont like being stuck like this! its too late to start over i think, i dunno. maybe ill go see if i can do some now. i have blank canvases in the wardrobe which are just calling out to me i swear!
jools

aarrhh this is getting stupid

2005-03-18T07:41:00.000-08:00

ok lets see, it like 2.44 at the moment, and i have taken my sleeping pill, and alot of starchy foods, and a herbal tea. i should be asleep. stupid vision, thinies. BLAH!!!! and now that i am posting again i will try to make this a regular thing for all my fans. well julie, i lov you and dan, and i really dont know if u know... i think i'm drunks, ~voice inside head says yes you are pauline in a silly mannor~ arh well, i wonder if fiona is up right now or at school???? ~thinks about it really hard~ neway, i keep seeing things and this is posing a problem for me to go to sleep, DAMMIT i cant go on like this, well i can but who's gonna stop me? ne takers? um.... on another note... nah lost it, ~voice says yes you have pauline~ i think i need help. but i really dont think neone has the kind of help i need. not really much else is happening, everyone in my house is at work (dad) or asleep (ningja, cricket, mum and brendy) and fiona is in germany so she doesnt count at this point becuse she is not physically in the house. OH MY that was long winded and pointless. arh well i dont think neone will really read this. so i failed and english sack. ~takes another sleeping thing, pill~ julie? dan? no it ok people its only a sarburst singing and dancing around me. and thinkig of starbursts i really need to get that thing done? arrhh, i'll think of it later, so people i am off to hunt a a carrot fighting a lion, coz it is believed that if you kill them before they kill one-another, they will DIE, and you wont,...well unless you shoot yourself in the head by accedent, and that is possible, hey i thought i was going? hmmm... this seems to be a problem these days i dont know if i'm comming or going, and i'm off a hunting. love you all but alex i love you in a different way and always will, it is currently 2.58, OMGOSH when did that happen oh i see mr zebra give me that funny looking boat, you all know, with the lord of the ring and the wozit and the poof, BOAT. yay that was awsome fun. i think i shoud really go. ok now i am going. love you so much baby, see you tomorrow
bye people

julie is comin in live!!!

2005-03-17T09:18:00.000-08:00

julie! rememeber to bring a photo tomorrow! baby and recent!!!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I HAVE DOUBLE SPARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 so do pauline daria and yvonne! id like to thank coggo for takin one for the team and being away thismorning

yesm we have to take a baby photo and a recent photo to school by tomorrow for some stupid valedictory thing i think, not sure all i knwo is ythe jocks want our photos frankly i want them for "personal reaons" ~wink wink~ dodgy pricks!

yesm well im gonna go and look at other blogs right now so ill se u all later!
oh wait were going down the street to put photos in and buy ciggamarettes!
bubuye now!
back to the stoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooory!!!!!

yah!?!?!

2005-03-13T18:27:00.000-08:00

well last night was pretty fun, we went walking through the primary school reminicing about primary school days. then got chased by an angry "security guard" also known as DAN!!!! DAMN U DAN!!! DAMN U!!! it was rather on the scary site of things. anyhoo yeah last night was pretty uneventful, we discovered the wonders of carly, shit mate that was hella funny! and 3 people got injured during soccer, one of them being pauline who scored a gigantic lump and bruise on her shin NO THANKS TO ALEX! then we all went inside and watched a movie which was the grudge which me and pauline refused to watch so we went to sleep. im pretty sure everyone ended up alseep before the end of the movie....sept alex. anyhoo thismornin we went on a mission for chips and gravy which was awsome then we got hangover juice. i wasnt hung over, neither was alex(he didnt drink) neither was pauline, but we were all just buggered and me and alex felt like crap from smoking too much, which is why i had a killer headache last night. yeah then me and alex watched starsky and hutch and then started watching along came polly. which alex left quite early into as his mum turned up alot quicker than we thought she would, well done on her behalf. then i continued watching along came polly fell asleep then woke up 2 hours later had a shower and that brings us to now! hooray and im off....
julie

mardi gras tonight hooray....or something?

2005-03-12T13:06:00.000-08:00

alex ive come to the conclusion that your house eats stuff!!! according to recent findings u should ahve my purple choker and my red 'renee' badge. these things were lost quite some time ago and have never been recovered. if anyone has any information on these lost items please feel free to tell me.

wow that was so random! anyway tonight is the MAFFRA MARDI GRAS! hooray for us! then afterwards is becky red and beci tans party. which shall be fun, and i dont knwo about anyone else but i plan on getting drunk hooray! then im gonna get someone to bleach parts of my hair. hooray for that! then when im a little less drunk ill dye it a bright color, most likely green and most likely with fudge. anyhoo it should be good

well my brother is home today. which could be bad or good, but it will most likely end up in a fight, probably over the internet or music. anyhoo my eyes are having a spaz! ive been trying to call jason to see if hes in maffco cause he was sposed to be coming over today, but as usual hes not picking up his phone which A. is because hes at home and still asleep B. because hes driving C. because hes having sex D.because hes still passed out wherever he fell last night, which was SURPOSED TO BE IN MAFFRA! i dont want to ring his home.........WOAH! JASON JUST RANG ME! he was at kaylahs place, whoever that is, anyway apparently he went to ringers last night. he said hed be here in an hour and were going swimming which should be fun, i should invest in calling pauline and alex and seeing if they feel like coming into maffco early and going swimming or something.....

anyhoo im off peoples anyone whos goin to mardi gras tonight hope u have fun, and ill see u there, for anyone else, ahve a good one and get horribly horribly drunk ~big smile~
love yas, joolie

team chair!

2005-03-07T20:28:00.000-08:00

whoooo hooray for teams! new team is team chair! me and my BEAR STYLE powers and alex's chicken powers we bcome team chair. im also part of team JEZ, julie and sez= team jez, i make up the 'j' she makes up the 'z' and we both make up the 'e' and yesm. its all fun and games until some has sex with a goat....and it was the llama.....CAN SHE COME?....pauline knows what im talking about their.

jasons party was great like, quote of the night "batman says: FUCK OFF!" and me and rhys became born again virgins, until yvonne and tammie and jem bougt jason a gigantic blow up penis, which provided alot of amusement for quite some time. if anyone wants to read about his party just go to rhys's sight, cause i cant be bothered talking about it. but we did break the no fishing rule and we went fishing BEAR STYLE!

i have to go on an excursion on wednesday to melbourne for VCD and we have a couple hours free time and karen and kristy arent going so i have NOBODY to talk to ~sad face~ so i might see if i can get daniel to the city, GOODLUCK! he wont come hes lazy, so i might see if sez will come play. then the next night im back in melbourne for greenday hooray for me. im excited like!

im getting a cold which is bad news because im gonna need energry to do an excusion to melb then a concert the next day then take on the weekend including the mardi gras aswell as catch up on school work which is way to hard like. i doubt very much im going to have any voice left on friday morning(after greenday night before) i almost lost it in a 45 set of grinspoon and i didnt even sing to all the songs! imagine like 3 hours of singing to like everysong cause i know so many of them!!!! its gonna be funny like! and on friday mornign i have.....~looks at time table~......psychology, thank god! ange will understand:P shes such a gun

anyhoo i think this post is long enough and it will give alex something to reed for a bit and possibly post cause i posted ON HIS!!!!~stares at alex~
otay catch yas all later
jooie/pink bits loves most of u, if not all of u
bubye now precious fans. ps im getting merchancdised by wez and rhys! theyre gonna have i list of the things theyre going to sell to do with me on rhys's website soon like. but dont be dissapointed if they dont, im sure someone will create 'julie' dolls one day, then THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE!
ok NOW im going......

yoohooo

2005-03-04T22:23:00.000-08:00

well tomorrow is jasons 18th im very excited about this it shall be fun! power hour here i come! i really dont have alot to say right now. bit annoyed dan coudlnt come this weekend cause i know he really wanted to be here for jasons. but we will catch up with him sooner or later hopefully. depending on if jas can drive or not. well dans at vents right now. good for him! his dads sick which is bad, hope u get better soon steve, i know that he wont read this and neither will dan, but the thought is there. i have peanut m&m's, which is rather exciting. im saving all the green ones for later though ~winks~ well for all of you who are going tomorrow night i ahve good news, IM TAKING THE VIDEO CAMERA! so i can capture all the laughs, embarrasing moments, drunken moments, and nudity for renee. of course stuff will be edited from it as it was from previous filmings, aka NEW YEARS and yvonne and tammies ~embarrased look~ hmmm i really dont have alot to say which is unusual. OMG today mum bought me little kiddies batman undies theyre like shorts i guess, dunno what theyre called but I FITTED INTO THEM! there for im going to wear them during everyday life:D itll be funny as all hell! anyhoo i best be off im gettin kinda tired like! and id like to yell at rhysey for making me put like on the end of stuff, it annoys me! but i cant stop it. ok im goin now
ill see some of u tomorrow and the rest some other time. chow y'all
jooie luvs ya

damn u all!

2005-03-01T17:26:00.000-08:00

well right now everyone is at the stupid GLBT youth meeting! grrr. sick of it! paulines aloud to go and im not! not happy! i support it, i have many gay friends or gay influences in my life. but nooooooo....what i dont understand is why rhys would let me go and yvonne wouldnt. doesnt matter anyway it was only for jasons sake. so now everyone gets to see jason except me. on the bright side im not the only one whos been told to fuck off. tammie has also been told shes not aloud to be involved. i dunno i dont care anymore. i dont wanna go if im not wanted there. on the bright side ive had 2 nights of arguing with dan about something, both ending in tears hooray! stupid emotions, theyre on overdrive this week, im very sensitive, and dans proabbably right, it probabaly is due to my period. oh well, 5 days of non stop stomach crams is bound to piss anyone off!!! well my big brudda gets his licence back again today. swear to god if he crahses again!!! ill kill him!!! that was slighlty stressful last time. but he doesnt have a care yet so its ok for now. but he will be coming home in a couple weeks. the night i go see greenday hes coming home to play. HOORAY FOR GREENDAY! 10th of march, rodlaver arena here i come! it says it starts at 7.30 but i wrote to ticketmaster or rod laver arena or someone and asked what time the doors open. doors open at 6.30, ill be there at 6!!!! im on the floor so if i wanna get a good veiw i wanna get there early! besides gotta check out the merch. anyhoo im rather excited about that., still dont have anyone to go with, if any ones going to greenday and they have a floor ticket, let me know, cause otherwise im goin by myself :D which will still be fun, but not the funnest! and i have to go to school the next day ~groans~ bet u ill have no voice! should eb interesting my voice was buggered after grinspoon and that was only 45 minutes:P this is gonna be like 3 hours of it hooray! theyd wanna play good riddance and mysery!!! and king for a day love that song too. i know theyll play all the ones off american idiot cause thats the name of the tour so i dont have to wish for any of them. its the old stuff i want. anyhoo i should probably go....i dunno i got nothing to do. my feet are cold. i told mum she had to buy me a big bag of peanut m&m's SUCK ON THAT DAN AND JASON! muahahahahahhaha....actually its gonna affect me worsly but oh well. i is craven them bad like!

~sighs~ i was gonna ring jason head, but i cant! god dammit! and i should ring pauline and get her to mention tambo to alex. but eh, i dont want to interupt their stupid meeting, its not stupid, its good its finally happened, but i cant go, so its stupid.

im goin
bye all of u
~jooie~

SORRY!

2005-02-28T15:27:00.000-08:00

Do you ever feel as though you are never good enough, that no matter how much you love a person that they never will be happy no matter of their past? Well thank you to one member of my family, if you know who you are, then that’s for making me feel that way. Every time I look at you, from now on I may be submissive, only because for one reason you make me feel like I don’t make you happy. Sorry, I am really sorry that you don’t feel the same way towards me that I do to you, coz you do make me happy at times but hey, if I can’t then I am really and truly sorry.
But neway on a different note thank you too the people that make me feel that I do matter. There are not many of you but thank you, it sortta makes me feel better, but meah!
Love you all (even if you make me feel like I am not good enough)
Penis xxoo

2005-02-22T03:23:00.000-08:00

well it has been a while since i last posted, my parents ara away hooray! theyre back on friday grr, but im worried theyre going to come home on thursday and find some incriminating evidence, and ground me even thought the evidence is like completly innocent. well i dont have muhc to say, last swimming sports today that was great fun, weather was a bit bad in the morni but cleared up and we call got sunburned as usual, and as ususaly my face is scorched, thank god we dont have school phototos tomorrow like usual. i have a line across my for head where the sunburn stops....stupid spiderman jocks on my head. :P but hey at least my forhead wont peel this time, that was bad last time ~shudders~

well jason finally found a location for his 18th, those of u who are invited will recieve an invitation very soon when we confirm the date cause yeah, theres been a few technical hitches, and omg im thirsty! anyway im gonna go, ill come back when i have more to say. bubye now

"back to the stoooooooooooory"

2005-02-16T16:34:00.000-08:00

i love you alex so much and i am really sorry for lastnights convosation. i really miss you and i know that you are not going to reald this and julie will probably say something but i love you and i miss you. i dont want to fight, i hate it. i dont want you to change and i dont care what we do for our 6 months, i just wanna spend it with you, i love you and i cant stop thinking about you. well thats all i really have to say but i love you alex.

BLAH!!

2005-02-16T14:35:00.000-08:00

hi guys well i thought i'd post but no one really reads this stuff, and i really dont think i care. well i am not happy at school and who is? it is shit and i am thinking of quitting. well i might and then again i might not. i know my last post was shit. aarrr well. so what has been goin on? not much i saw alex on monday we went out for tea. it was soo good. ummm school!!! well we all know that it is shit. ummmmmmmmmm. not much else other than that. so i am sitting here on the computers and i have a spare. STUPID JOCKS are SITTING NEXT TO ME AAARRRGGG. i hate jocks AAARRGG. i hope they read this and piss off, yay my plan has kinda worked! ONE IS STILL HERE DAMM YOU ALL. THEY ARE SOO STUPID well that didnt really work NOW THEY ARE ALL BACK I HATE YOU ALL EVEN WORSE THEY ARE BOY JOCKS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! PISS OFF so that is really it. and i'm in a bad mood. i really dont know why but i am. BLAH! arh and nowmy typing is not going back to what it was this is so stupid! well i hope you all find youselves well. love you all but i love you alex more PENIS XXOO

grrr

2005-02-11T16:53:00.000-08:00

well.....i hate my parents hooray! they told me i wasnt aloud to go to melbourne. peices of shit, and they told me im only aloud to see dan as a reward! and if i fuck up my first english sac i will find myself grounded for 9 fucken months! and also if i screw up my year 12, im dead, according to my dad. i dont think they understand that my grades are alot more likely to drop if they dont let me see dan. i bet alot of u cant say that u only get to see ur girl/boyfriend every few months AS A FUCKEN REWARD! you can all go to hell! u have no fucken clue! any of you! incase u hadnt of guessed im quite upset about this, and its been a shit house day! mum woke me up thismorning to give me another lecture and tell me i couldnt go, so thismorning was spent crying before school. school was shit. now i have so much pressure on me to do good. its fucken bull shit, i have to work to see my boyfriend. im so scared im going to do shit cause theres so much pressure and if i do i dont get to see dan, and if i do really bad i wont get to see him till the end of year 12. ive had enough of living here. its just one lecture after another! they hate living with me, im not trying hard enough at school blah blah FUCKEN BLAH! anyway to make matters worse, arron moved to melbourne today which is crap. although i did get the first ride like he promissed me so long ago! i cant wait to get out of here! whether i get to live with dan or not, anything is a bonus from living here 3 hours away from were i really want to be and worse, living in a confined space with my parents.
anyway my neck hurts, my feet hurt and i have a headache. im hungry too but i cant be bothered eating. too much work! so im gonna go either read or sleeep for a bit
bye

yesm

2005-02-10T19:43:00.000-08:00

pauline, why do u always think the worst!why do u always think im not happy. sure i have my bad days, and even if i am unhappy it usually has absolutly nothing to do with u! yet u always seam to think it is! anyway, well today just happens to be one of those bad days, i dunno why im so tired, and exhasted and pissed off and yeah i dunno, i just wanna see dan i miss him so damn much, and i figure if pauline and alecx get to complain about not seeing eachother after 5 fricken days! i get to complain too. anyway on the bright side, im possibly going to melbourne tomorrow which is a good thing for many reasons
1- i get to see jason
2- i get to see sez
3- i get to see dan
4- i get to get away from my parents
5- going to the city
6- kermits party
it will be great, if mum says yes. which i hope she does cause its kermits party! and i miss dan! and i wanna go stay at sez's place! cause shes a gun and i love her, and ive only met her once in my life. and that was before christmas. and melbourne is so much better than here! i fucken hate it! we had school photos today they were annoying and brought up the question of induviduality. which led to a huge discussion between pauline tammie and chris, this conversation surprisingly annoyed me, concidering my veiws on induviduality. anyway im bored, theres no one online sept dan, but hes doing homework, and my neck hurts and im stressed out and i gotta go con mum into letting me go to melbouren
bye

well as for this day!!!

2005-01-31T14:15:00.000-08:00

the only reason i dont post nemore is i dont know i just end up written shit and i get told to go on pills or something. so i figure that i should and now that i am it is all silly poo and alex has gone on camp and that sucks i hat ethat he is unhappy and so is julie and i figure that well i am a cause of most problems in this world even ww2 well not really i am just having a bad day and what if i was the cause of ww2 and everything else? well then i am crap well thats what my father says neway. i think he thinks that i will not do well in nething and i am a no good for nothing person i hate that he always seems to spot my faults well i proved him wrong in the book-reading thing i did do all of it b4 i came back to school so tpppp thats the sound of me blowing a rasberry so there i did it and i proved him wrong BLAH. ok well i betta go so c ya guys love ya all and get home safely alex.

14 DAYS LATER!!!

2005-01-26T17:47:00.000-08:00

well it has been 14 days since i last posted a shit effort by me id say. and if ur anything like me uve given up on pauline posting....anyway.....today is australia day...HOORAY! what the fuck! australia day is incredibly over rated, which reminds me i have good quote: "im and australian born and bred, long in the leg, and thick in the head"
i love it, its from far out brussel sprout.a great book! theres also another good one, i saved it into my phone and unfortunetly im too lazy to go get my phone right now....no surprises there. well if any of you have read alexs you would have heard about our recent adventures of undersage drinking at phoenix which i was quite impressed at, and then our many hours of walking to safeway, then the long way to coles, and then to mobil servo which is on the same block as phoenix, due to the stupid supermarkeds not being open after midnight! no concideration SOME PEOPLE NEED COOKIE DOUGH!!!!AND BREAD!!!! oh well i got my pizza shapes which i was hanging out for. then we were up till 4.30 juggling and talking about SCHOOL!!! strange people! yeah and also our adventures of camping, me pauline alex nathan tegan and daria went camping, and for the rest of u who didnt show up I HATE U AND I HOPE U GET BOURBON TIPPED IN UR HAIR!!! yeah nathan daria and tegan didnt stay so it was just me alex and pauline, which was fun, we managed to spend a bloody long time crawling along the beack looking for these tiny shells pauline wanted so she could make us all necklaces, it was painful, but addictive, then we found an army man, and alex and him decided that they should do 'manly' things so they were looking for nuclear weapons, or soemthing. that was funny.
well tomorrow is the first day of year 12.........now whoever is in the same position, if that sentence doesnt scare u, u must be drunk! but on the bright side of having school for 2 days, it will then be the weekend, which also conveniently happens to be the weekend of the big day out and on friday im catching the train up and me and jason are going to stay at dan and kristians hopefully, and dan may come to visit, hopefully, but none of it is confirmed yet cause jason is really bad at communicating! oh well, not alot u can do, and on saturday im hoping to catch up with sez since dan is working, then sunday is the big day out, and since there willl be no public transport running after the big day out i think we are going to have to get picked up bu ann afterwards which will be un cause it will involve NO WALKING! which is a good thing which anyone who has been to the big day out will understand! it shall be fun, very excited about seeing frenzal, john butler trio, grinspoon, system of a down and butterfingers, im excited about most of them, but thats just a few, i wanted to go check out hilltop hoods, but grinspoon are on at the same time and grinspoon are one of the main reasons im going. oh well, well just see what happens. hmmmm do i ahve anythign else to say?.........oh thats right yeah we have 2 days of school then its weekend, big day out etc, then we go back to school for 2 days are were going on yr 12 camp to melbourne till friday! hooray! then its weekend again! so theres not alot of school happening in the next couple weeks, not that im complainging! im not missing out on work, thye just planned it very well. im not to happy about having to share the common room with the yr below us, it was fine last year sharing it with the yr 12s cause we were on their territory, but now the yr 11s are on our territory and their yr are just a huge bunch of smart asses!!! they piss me off! fiona is the only good one! and she wont be back untill august. but it will be fun sharing tiwith her when she does come back. anyway i guess ive crapped on for long enough now, i should probably go and read more of my english book, i have 100 pages left of my 3rd book and im finished! whoooo!!!! but i think ill go talk to alex for a bit maybe. anyway catch y'all later
love yas
*~*jooie*~*

mmmmmouuuuccchhhh

2005-01-12T17:19:00.000-08:00

well.....hmmmm......life is boring, jason stayed the other night, yesterday we went swimming out near beths, and then we went to yvonne and tammies....fun times.....ish...we got drunk, did some pretty crazy stuff. ~insert embarrased smiley here~ anyway it took me and beth an hour to walk from yvonne and tammies to my place which was fricken hilarious! and it was so hot, we walked into my house and the air conditioner was on we ran straight to it and stood there groaning cause it was so nice. then it took me another hour to feel well enough to go to sleep. possibly because i fell asleep with a glass of water in my hand and then it spilt all over me, this was when i realised i should go to sleep. anyways its 5.16pm and im still hung over HOORAY!
my msn doesnt work! alexs does, but mine and jasons doesnt its rather stressful for us! since its our way of communicating, cause phone calls cost too much! and its a pain in the ass! anyway im hoping it will start working soon. im going to melbourne either friday arvo or saturday morning. depending on who im going with. anyway im gonna go look into that. catch y'all later dudettes!

2005-01-03T17:12:00.000-08:00

well last night i stayed at jasons we went to alexs for a bit then wandered the streets, rather uneventful, anyways went down the street this morning caught up with alex and pauline.......which sounded fun when i first thought of it. but once again pauline was in a bad mood. i figured it was best i didnt ask. but it turns out that....well this is how it went

~julie goes to give pauline a hug, thinking maybe she needed/wanted one~
pauline:"julie keep in mind that i love you..............but ur a selfish inconciderate spoilt bitch"
~pauline SLAPS julie~

WHAT THE FUCK! so it turns out she was pissed at me. i didnt want to ask incase i got slapped again. im not sure what i did. and now im sad~insert sad face here~

but pauline when u wanna let me know so i know what i have to stop doing so u stop getting pissed off at me let me know.

i have a few guesses of what she might have been pissed off at me for the most obvious one is possible something to do with alex. possibly about last night even though i was there with rhys and jason.....~shruggs shoulders~ im so confused i try and do the right thing by her. i just want her to be the best friend she used to be! shes kinda changed. she always seams to be pissed off at me which is probably because shes always with alex and whenever she sees me when shes with alex she hates me! i just dont know what to do anymore! so alex or pauline if u wanna let me know whats goin on itd be real help ful if u want me to stay away from u pauline i will, if u want me to stay away from alex i will if u want me to stop talking to both of you i will. but im not sure if ill be happier when i dont get to talk to you or if i get to talk to u at the risk of being slapped....or worse next time, cause obvioulsy slapping me didnt help. anyway im going to talk to luke, ill see yas later
julie :(